STIGMA'S BEATEN SOUL

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3rd person's pov

It's about 1 hour before the contest starts most of them are practicing even the 4 boys everyone is busy but one of them is not ''everyone'' Hee Byol just kept on looking around seeing the differences of her fellow students she calmed herself and kept breathing heavily

But she never noticed the people that kept checking her out....

Hee byol's pov

As always its now 10 minutes before the contest and everyone is very busy putting make up on their faces and putting on their gowns and tuxes some have dance routines and some have special effects while me nothing I just wore a navy blue dress and my black shoes I tied my hair into a bun and grabbed the necklace that my dad gave when he left mom and I
I smiled at the pendant and looked at myself

'still ugly' I mummbled I stayed at there and kept fiddling with my fingers

After what happened to me my self confidence decreased rapidly so thinking positive isn't an option I just calmed myself and looked at the list of contestanst and as expected I'm the last performer I sighed and looked at the mirror

'I guess even you wouldn't cheer for me' I smiled sadly and sighed my nervousness gone and since I'm the last performer I just walked to get some fresh air and clear my mind singing is really my dream and being an idol is also my dream and this might be my chance but I don't know maybe to make me realize that I'll never achieve my dream
I kept on walking until I reached the rooftop the sun was about to go down I sat at the edge again and looked at the sunset the way it makes my heartbeat calm and safe made me smile atleast I felt safe for a little while when The sun went down I felt alone again just like like the sun its gives warmth but when the sun comes down you'll be left alone in the cold dark world

I sighed and looked at the almost visible moon and some stars are also a little visible atleast the moon gives a little light I looked down and saw some outsiders going to the school's auditorium I also noticed the black van parked on the school's parking lot I didn't mind it and just cared about the moon and the stars

Then I heard the MC announce that the contest will start I sighed and walked down and yet again I bumped into Sanha who is with Eunwoo and 4 other guys and it looks like they'll perform too I looked at Sanha and he glared at me I looked away and started walking

'always looking for attention..tsk!' I heard Eunwoo  said and the rest of them laugh including Sanha

I sighed and walked away when I know that I'm far away from them I sat down and cried and I know that I'm weak abd stupid but still I tried hard to avoid crying infront of them

After crying for minutes I stood up and wiped the remaining tears on my face I looked around if someone saw me and yes someone did it was the 4 boys they're just looking at me withouth smirks nor laughing I just looked at them and walked away

Jin's pov

We were getting some fresh air when we heard a girl sobbing

We walked a little more and saw a girl sitting in a corner while crying and by the looks of it she seems like a contestant we looked at her for minutes until she stopped she stood up and wiped her tears and looked around

I got shocked to see that it was Hee Byol she really looks dead and sad and miserable not to mention that my dongsaengs saw her blood filled uniform yesterday I got curious but I just ignore it
She looked at us and just walked away

'no yelling,no calling names...that's weird' Jimin looked at me and just shrugged I looked at Taehyung and saw that he's still looking at the place where Hee Byol sat I just sighed and asked them to go back