Sesshomaru and Rin | Unexplainable

Chapter. 6

Sesshomaru's POV

«I have decided. And, I am sure. I am coming with you!» Rin said. But her face didn't look happy at all, and that bothered me. She is, the only one I've ever really cared for. A human girl. And believe me. I know there is something wrong with me. I mighty demon like me shouldn't walk around caring for some mere mortal! I don't want to be like my father! But still, I can't seem to rid me of her.

«Rin, what's wrong? I can see you're displeased about something.» I told her with no expression on my face. She sighed, while looking away from me.

«I just, I'm going to miss my friends in the village. Sango is pregnant, Kagome is pregnant. And I just don't like the thought of me never even knowing the name of their children. Or never seeing them. Never having them around anymore to comfort me, or laugh with me.» I could hear she was severely upset abou this. She sniffled away some coming tears.

I sighed. Thinking of a way to comfort her. I haven't even told her about Naraku, and that it is true that she might never see the humans in the village again. Could I do this to her?

I sat a while thinking about taking her with me, showing her all the new things I'd seen, and having her by my side again. She was always so innocent, and loyal towards me as a little child, no matter what. But now? She has grown into a young woman, and I haven't been in her life for most of the time. She doesn't know anything about me anymore, and neither do I about her. We're more like total strangers than companions! She would only distract me from Naraku. I'd have to protect her, and I would! Even if it cost someone else's life. She would be more of a burden. She doesn't know how to fight, and I can't come running to her whenever she calls out my name. Because I would come running, because her loosing her life, isn't worth anything I could gain. And I won't risk that! It would be foolish of me to take her with me now. It is better for her to stay here. With the mortals. Here she would be safe, from the dark in the world, from me.
From Naraku.

«Rin, you're staying behind,» I said. And I couldn't help but hear a little crack in my voice. How could I sound so weak!

«Wh-what?!?! Why, why are you saying this Lord Sesshomaru? I thought-» She answerd, and turned her head quickly around to face me. She seemed confused, but her eyebrows were lowerd down to her eyes. I looked up at the dark sky, but I could feel her eyes staring into mine.

«You can't come with me. Goodbye, Rin» I said, trying to convey the same as before. I got up from the grass, and looked her in the eyes before I turned around and left. Her look, I felt a sting in my chest. What the?! What was that?! Get it together!!

I don't know when I will see her again. But for now, I have to focus on Naraku, and killing him. I can't have a human distraction around.

Just one more thing. Stay safe, Rin.

Rin's POV

I breathed heavily. My brain trying to process the words Lord Sesshomaru had told me. But, I didn't understand. Why so suddenly? Why did he tell me that now?

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I walked home. A few tears had fallen down my cheek, because I thought, this is it. My life with any piece of Lord Sesshomaru in it, would be gone. He didn't want me. I wasn't, good enough for him. I was only a weak human.
It's just like everyone said. Demons and humans live in different worlds, they can never be together. They can not be friends, or anything else. Why was I such a naive child?

I was so stupid! I thought demons were my friends. I mean, look at Inuyasha and Kagome- but, Inuyasha is half human, it's...something else I guess.

I went into my little hut, ripped of my kimono, and put my jinbei on. I brushed my hair, humming the Mt. Hakurei song again. It just, made me feel calm. Or at least calmer. I stopped brushing my hair, and sighed loudly.

''So this is going to be my life from now on.'' I thought to myself. Everyday the same. Wake up, help Lady Kaede in the garden, eat, and sleep. Maybe I'd have some freetime for my personal activities...
I took a deep breath, extinguished the torch hanging on the wall, and went to my bed. I closed my eyes. And surprisingly, I fell asleep quickly.

*

«Rin, Rin..? Wake up!» A womans voice said. It was an old voice. But it was calm and at ease.

I opened my eyes, just to see Lady Kaede leaning over my body. She seemed eager to tell me something, so I provoked her.

«What is it, Lady Kaede? I know I'm supposed to help you and the villagers in the fields today, and I'll be coming soon.» I said, while sitting up. I took a deep breath, and yawned.

I was so tired. I had a nightmare, or...not really a nightmare. My brain just replayed the scene where Lord Sesshomaru told me goodbye, and left, it relpayed itself in my head over and over again. And all I could do was to watch him walk away from me. Again and again.

«No, no my dear! Lord Sesshomaru will be leaving soon. You have to get ready to leave too!» Lady Kaede said, and started to gather some stuff. But, she didn't have to. Because I wasn't going with Lord Sesshomaru...

I sighed, and looked sadly down to the ground. Lady Kaede turned around. She clearly heard my sad sigh. She came over to me, and lifted up my head with her fingers.

«Is something wrong, Rin? Why are you sad sweet girl?» She said concerned. My eyes met hers, and I could feel some tears pushing their way to my eyes.

Should I really tell her?
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Another chapter out, ready to be read! Thanks for reading😂🖤 I know you might not relate to Sesshomaru. But he is really hard to write about. You never know when he cares about something, or doesn't. But I am trying to make him as alike as the Sesshomaru in the series and movies.

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