[Justine]
No.
No this is not happening.
I can't be in love with him.
I just met him a few days ago.
How can I be in love in with him?
"J-Justine?"
I hear his angelic voice call my name. It felt so right. But it can't be right.
"Justine... Baby?"
"C-could you um... C-could y-you m-move?" I squeak, looking away from him.
"W-what's wrong?" He asks concerned.
Just hearing his concerned voice was breaking me.
"I-I... I-I just..."
"Sweetie talk to me. Tell me what's wrong." He coos.
"I-I think I'm in love with you." I mumble. I hear a small gasp from his lips making me look up.
"Y-you are?" He asks.
"I-I think so. But I can't be." I mumble
"Why not?" He asks.
"I-I j-just met you. I-I don't know you. and you don't know me."
"But I can get to know you Justine. I want to get to know you." He says.
I shake my head, squirming under him. "Justin please move." I whimper.
"Justine..."
"Justin move." I cry.
He looks into my eyes, seeing the tears. He slowly moves allowing me to get up and get off the bed. I run into the bathroom, grabbing a towel to wrap around my body.
I tried so hard not to cry in front of Justin. I didn't even know why I was crying.
"Justine... Sweetie."
"I-I'm f-fine." I sob softly, sitting on the edge of the tub.
"Baby please... Open the door." He says sounding upset.
"N-no. I-I n-need a minute, okay?" I sob softly.
He sighs deeply. "Okay. I'll give you a few minutes. But you need to eat. So... I'll order some food."
"T-thank you." I sob, wiping away tears. As he walked out of my room, I let out a sigh of relief.
What's going on with me? I'm in love with this man. A man I just met who I've just had sex with. Who I've given my virginity to. And who just so happens to be Justin Bieber.
I can't be in love with him. But the way he made love to me. He was so caring and careful. It was just the way I imagined it. But he's a virgin healer. And I can't be with a man who sleeps with a lot of women. Even if he's helping them.
So here I am. Locked in his bathroom. Crying my eyes out. I'm so confused. My heart and mind are conflicted. Why must this happen to me?
[Justin]
She's the one.
She's my mate.
And she loves me.
Well, she thinks she does.
But I know what my heart tells me. She's the one. She has to be. There is no one else for me.
After getting dressed, I order some food for the both of us. I found myself in my study, sitting behind my desk. It's been a few minutes since I left Justine in the bathroom. And I'm getting worried.
Suddenly I hear a soft sobbing noise. My heart clenches a little. Why is she crying? Did I do something wrong?
"Justin?" I hear her voice call.
"In here sweetie." I say softly. I see the door open and her head pops in.
"You can come in." I say. She slowly walks in, her head down as she fiddled with her hands.
"Justine... Look at me." I ask softly. She sniffles looking up at me, her beautiful eyes red and puffy from crying.
"Come over here." My voice was calm and gentle. I didn't want to scare her or freak her out. She walks around to where I was and I saw her short night gown that stopped to her knees.
"I'm sorry." She says softly, not looking at me. I turn to face her, moving my chair closer to her. My hands grab her waist gently, pulling her to me.
"Why are you sorry?" I ask.
"I-I don't know. I just... Felt that I need too." She sniffles.
"Justine look at me..." I ask softly. She sighs and looks directly at me.
"You have nothing to be sorry about. Okay?" She nods sniffling a little. I raise her chin up to look directly into her eyes.
"Stop crying love. Your eyes are too beautiful for you to cry." I whisper pressing my lips to hers. As the kiss deepens, I hear her moan softly. Her hands grab my face as our sweet kiss turns into a passionate one. My hands trail from her hips down to her butt where I squeeze it just a little. She breaks the kiss, moaning loudly as my lips trail to her neck then her chest.
"Justin... Justin wait." She whimpers holding my head with her hand.
"I know love. I won't take you to fast." He rasp against her skin. She sits up, staring down at me. Her hand cups my cheek as she rubs it with her thumb, my eyes close enjoying the feel.
"I-I..."
My eyes pop open, waiting for her to say those three little words that mean so much more together than apart. She eyes close and she winces a little.
"T-thank y-you." She says opening her eyes.
That hurt me. I just wanted her to say it. Say it so I could say it back. And as my heart was hurting, I held back the tears building in my eyes, faking a smile to say...
"You're welcome."
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