[Justine]
"Sit on my lap, baby." He coos in my ear, pulling me on my hips. I sit in his lap, letting him wrap his arms around me.
"You smell nice." He says sniffing my neck, pressing soft kisses on my neck.
"Thank you." I giggle as his facial hair tickle me just a little
"What's funny?" He asks smiling.
"I-I like the feel of your lips on my skin." I admit.
"Oh you do?" He hums kissing my neck again.
"Yeah. Your facial hair tickles." I giggle as his chuckles a little. He sits up, pulling my hair behind my ear, rubbing my cheek.
"How do you feel?" He asks.
I sigh deeply. "I feel okay. Just a little sore."
"That's expected. But... How do you feel about... Me?"
My heart clenches a little. "How am I suppose to feel?" I say looking at my hands.
His index finger pulls my face to his. "You tell me baby."
"I-I... I honestly don't know. I just... I feel these feelings for you that I can't understand. It's like... I belong here. With you."
He smiles faintly. "Maybe you do."
"But I just met you. And you're a virgin healer. I can't be with you."
"W-why?" He says softly, his voice fragile.
"B-because... If I-I'm going to b-be with you... I can't possible think about you being with other women." I mumble.
"I can't change that." He says.
"I know. That's who you are." I say getting up from his lap, but he pulls me back.
"But I can change your mind..." He coos in my ear, pecking my neck.
"I'm n-not sure y-you can." I stammer.
"We'll just have to see." He says, his tone changing. I look back to see a smirk on his lips.
"Yeah. We will." I smirk before getting up and walking out of the study.
God I love you.
I hear a voice say in my head. I pause in the door, turning to see Justin staring at me.
"D-did you say something?" I ask.
"N-no. Why?" He stammers with a confused look.
I swear I heard his voice in my head. Am I going crazy now?
"No reason." I squeak walking out the door.
Why can't she understand how much I love her?
There was that voice again. What the fuck is going on?
<A little later>
After dinner, we sat in the living room with each other. He sat beside me, allowing my legs to lay across his lap.
"So what happens now?" I ask.
"Well... Now that your not a virgin, you'll have stronger urges, but they won't hurt as much as before."
"And what will they feel like?"
"Some will be... Normal. And then others will be stronger. You'll be in a trance. A drunk trance. Instead of being drunk from alcohol you'd be drunk from love."
"Oh? How's that?"
"You'll have the strong urge to be fucked."
My heart drops into my stomach.
"O-oh... Okay." I gulp.
"You'll be fine sweetie. Don't worry." He says rubbing my legs.
Yeah I hope so. I think to myself.
"You will." He says outloud as if he could read my mind. My head pops up, looking at him.
"I will what?" I ask.
"You'll be fine..." He says nervously.
What the fuck?
(A/n: what do you think is going on?
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