so like
i'm really awkward
to the point where it makes other people uncomfortable to be around me, and i'm like nO i'm sorry please love me i swear i don't mean to
it's just, new people make me really nervous because i'm shy and then you just add onto that with the fact that i'm really awkward and it's just like w h a t
and then i end up embarrassed and flustered over the fact that i stuttered like 60 times and this new person i'm trYinG to talk to is giving me a weird look and just
i pretty much always have those moments where everything you try to do goes wrong and you just want to die of embarrassment
then if you add my awkwardness with my other traits like the fact that i'm moody, clingy, and practically starving for attention, i'm not surprised i only have about 6 people who talk to me often
so to my friends, thank you for putting up with my bullshit, i love you
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virago | rants
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