SLEEPING WITH MY BROTHER'S WIFE [COMPLETED]

FIFTEEN

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I feel so dirty, my head aching my entire body hurts, I'm tired of crying, I'm tired. I closed my eyes as the water from the shower falls on my body, I could feel the tears rising up again this time I let it fall, I need some kind of release, I need to cry.

I continued scrubbing my body inflicting more injury on my already bruised body not wanting to come to a realization that it's the memories of last night that needs to be washed away.

I want to forget.

The scary thing is that the memory sticks forever.

Many questions ran through my mind as I watched the man that inflicted so much pain on me than any other person in my life sleep this morning.

Was that the real Javier? I can still remember those eyes, I can still remember how he turned deaf ear to my plea.

I just want it to end, I want the flashing memories of last night to quit popping up but it doesn't seem to stop every time I close my eyes I see it, the same face, the same eyes, the same person.

This is actually my fault, if I wasn't a hoe , having sex with my husband's brother, performed my marital duty to my husband, this wouldn't have happened. This is defiantly karma and it's a bitch.

I fell on the toilet floor as I left my emotions elude my thoughts.

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Taking what's left of my pride I walked out of the bathroom, hoping Javier is still asleep so I can get my luggage and leave.

I felt like entering into the ground as I set my eyes on Javi standing next to the wardrobe.

I clenched my towel tight as my eyes went in search for a possible weapon as he sets his eyes on me.

"L- Loren." My eyes widened as he made a step close to me, my heart beating as I moved back.

"D- don't Don't come c- close." I gulped nervously, as my eyes caught a flower vessel as my possible weapon.

"L- Loren please, I'm sorry." I stepped back again, wishing he'll stop moving. My eyes betraying me as tears rolled down my cheeks.

"I didn't mean to hurt you, Loren please let's talk." I felt my back hit the wall, my heart rate speeds up again as he moves towards me.

"Do not come any closer again." It was meant to be a warning but it came out as a plea.

"Okay, I'll stand here but please listen to me, I was drunk I fucked up." I want to say it's the alcohol he drank but it's not.

"Please, get out." I can't have him in the same room.

"Please Loren, I'll make it up to you."

"Leave Javier." Wiping my tears.