FORTY FIVE

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Stalling again 😢 not ready to say goodbye yet.

ACE'S POINT OF VIEW.

"Bet you didn't know, Louisa was in love with you, she was madly in love with you right from the start, she was going to leave me because of you." I froze at his words, staring at him in disbelief.

Th-that's impossible.

I raised my head only to notice the gun being pointed at me.

I gulped hard, trying to process it all.

He's lying, he has to be.

He let out a low laugh, turning the gun back to his head.

"Always oblivious aren't you, Ace Grey loved by all yet he doesn't know." I didn't know what to say or think.

"Since we were kids, she loved you more than a friend. Louisa had always loved you and I had always loved her." My breaths soon became forced, realizing how everything is my fault.

Maybe my brother's like this because of me, things are like this because of me.

"Everyone knew she loved you, mum, Zach, even Charlotte that you kept on chasing. Louisa finally gave up at the early stage of your TV fame, while you were chasing panties all over Hollywood."

"Ja.." I was interrupted.

"Then she chose me, I was the second choice but it didn't matter because I was finally noticed. The woman I loved noticed me and will learn to love me back." How could I have been so blind, I know for a fact I was a jerk back in the days but... I don't even know anymore.

"But she didn't, everyday she never failed to show how unhappy she was with me, I'd get so mad. Day after day until she gave up, she said she could no longer pretend to love me and pretend not to love you." I can't help but wonder what she wanted to tell me when she asked for us to meet but then again I would have known if I wasn't such a male slut. I could be there at our spot.

I regret.

I won't ever forgive myself for letting her down.

"I thought it was going to be different with Loren but it wasn't. I notice all her fake smiles, always uncomfortable with me I even have to force my wife to have sex with me." I balled my fist, if he keeps on going I might just put the bullet in his head my self.

Calm down.

"Why is it so hard to love me?" In the process of his self-questioning, I took the opportunity to move closer to him, I just need to get on my knees to collect the gun from him.

"It isn't" Telling him what he needs to hear.

I want to make things right so badly, but it seems impossible to do.

"Help me." He muttered in a low tone.

"What?" My voice was much lower. I bend down slowly, close to his curled up figure.

"Help me find him." Our faces inches apart, his eyes on the ground.

"Find who?" I can't believe that my voice could go any lower than it already was minutes back but it did.

"Help me find the bastard that's screwing my wife." My heart hammering as those words rolled out of his mouth, which accompanied a direct gaze into my eyes.

Like his searching my soul.

I stayed still like any sudden move will reveal my betrayal which is extremely hard to do. The anger and pain in his red eyes, his tear-stained face, eating my soul.

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