harper's p.o.v i woke up drooling over my pillow. disgust crossed my face. 'really again' i thought. i got up and strolled to my on suite bathroom. the mirror was huge so it was hard to miss yourself. i saw i looked like a mess. 'i'm so ugly' i thought. i spun away and turned on the shower. stripping and getting in. i looked at my arm... 'i'm drowning my sins in hot water, i will soon get over it'.
*30 minutes later* i turned off the shower, smelling minty. i grabbed my towel and wrapped it around my body, i brushed my hair and yet again looked in the mirror. 'i'm ugly' i thought again. i have long blonde wavy hair that i hated, earthy coloured eyes that reminded me of how badly i want to be out of here. i was skinny yet i thought i was fat, i was disgusting. i grabbed my red toothbrush and started to brush my teeth, i widened my mouth. to be honest with you, my minty green braces were literally the only thing i liked about me.
after i was finished, i tapped my mac book for it to turn on. 'it's 9:13am' why am i awake? you are probably like don't you have school ? well no it's the 6 weeks holiday. at least it gives me time to chill, settle in and calm down from what happened last year.
i walked over to my wardrobe, opening it up to all the reds, blacks and burgundy colours, there was other colours but they was my favvv. i found my black fishnet tights, blue ripped jeans, greeny crop jumper and my camo jacket. picture below⬇️
i through it all on, tied my hair in a pony tail and slipped on my black vans. i ran to my bed and threw over the duvet cover to find my pink penny-board. i also took my phone off charge and pushed it in my back pocket as a ran down the stairs.
mum was already up with mason and megan throwing their clothes on, i knew for sure this week she'll be sober if dad is going to be being lazy. i glances at mum and kissed her cheek before i ran out the door hopping on my penny-bored and wizzing down the road. 'hopefully i find my way home later'
ethan's p.o.v i woke up with a mad headache and it seemed pretty early. i looked at my phone the brightness blinding me as i tried to work out the time. 'it was 9:23' , i got up and opened my curtains to see a girl, my age? , leave the house that people just moved in to. i thought it was a family of 4? maybe not. i watched as she hopped of her penny-bored. wow she likes to skate too? that's cool. *a few days later* me and gray were battling each other at just dance 2k18. it was kind of hilarious because we both couldn't dance for shit. it was just for fun. cameron came in and decided to laugh with us but at us.
cameron is my older sister she's 22 and just came back from collage for the holiday. she was hilarious and she was great i love her.
she carried on laughing and tried to catch her breathe. when she finished she told us '"guys stop being total idiots and come down for lunch, mum and dad made it." she walked out and we followed.
*at the dinner table* we could all see that gray and cam both had a better relationship with mum then i did but i was wayyy close to dad. we were buddies when cam and gray left me sometimes. anywhooo, my mum broke the silence by asking an awkward question "so guys have any of you got a relationship? cam you're 22 i don't want you being lonely" she said pouted. me and gray burst out laughing from cam's face but shut up when mum looked at us. "no mum i would rather focus on college, boys are trash." she said laughing at us.
i excused myself from the table and went upstairs. i went to my wardrobe and got my black and red striped top, black shorts and socks and my white trainers. i chucked my clothes on and decided to just go out.
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i picked up my black penny-board and walked out the house. i jumped on the board and let myself roll down the street.
*15 minutes later* i finally got to my favourite place, pizza palace !! i went in and ordered my usual. as i sat down i noticed someone who looked quite cute. she saw me looking blushed and looked back down. 'she's beautiful' i thought 'i wonder who she is?'
author's note💓 {whooop 2nd chapter up already, legit i have no life so these could go up all so quickly. anywhooooo, i love ethan dolan GOODBYE😭😂}
