The girl in tutor class💓 E•D

chapter 6

harper's p.o.v
what was that hug about?

i walked into my house with mason and megan crying and mum drinking. wtf is happening ...  and ... why?!

the twins ran to me as i placed my things on the floor worried. "what the hell is going on?!" i asked. "da-da is g-gone!" they cried. wow he doesn't care about us obviously. "okay, babies. listen to me, he will be back. he does this all the time, i'm here for u whilst mum is having 'fun' or at work. i'll drive u to school tomorrow. i won't get the bus okay? sounds good?" they nod. i told them to go play in their rooms so i could speak to mum.

mum was drinking red wine again, she turned round to me. guilt smacked her in the face as she knew what i was going to say. "for fuck sake mum, i spoke you to about this!! do i have to be the parent again until he's back?! GET YOU'RE HEAD OUT YOUR ASS AND GET OVER IT, YOU HAVE CHILDREN TO LOOK AFTER!! I CANT DO IT FOR YOU!!" she looked shocked. i don't shout at her but i can't do it anymore, i've had so much done to me yet she can't get over dad going for work. " i'm not the mum around here" i said quickly. i took my things and ran up the stairs crying.

i've had enough with her.

ethan's p.o.v
i was laying on my bed replaying what she looked like in the rain. 'her blonde long hair becoming wet, her earthy eyes sparkling after the hug, her minty green braces with her massive smile somehow seemed to warm my heart, her cheeks looking so precious with those little freckles all over her face and her body lowkey thick. she was perfect and her personality to go with it makes her so precious!!'

thinking of her got me going crazy. i'm so happy i hugged her. agh god i feel like i could be crushing on her?

i got up and took a shower, a quick 10 minute one. i stripped and got in, still thinking of her. i wash and got out wrapping a towel around my waist. i grabbed my mac and play 'r u mine?-artic monkeys' reminding me of her.

it was 7pm and i had nothing to do, sooo i decided to grab my phone a text her. might as-well, am i right?

me; heyyy harp!!

harp😅; whose this?😳

ahaha why the scared emoji girl?

me; ethan🤦🏽‍♂️

harp😅; oh, i'm kind of busy...ttyl k bye

wow did i really just get shut me off like that? maybe something happened at home? yh it pissed me off a little i mean i hate 'k' AGHH but i don't care, i'll work it off.

i got my beats speaker and went to go get gray. "bro we gonna work out come on!". "well sure, but i gotta take some good ass pics for prescilla!!" prescilla was his hoe/ girlfriend. he called her his hoe but we all know he went soft for her and they are in the relationship..

we worked out for a while. it got sweaty.

harper's p.o.v
i just finished crying and using the blade in the bathroom. i did it again. i need to stop but i just can't, i also shutoff ethan because of it.

i ran a bath, put bubbles in and slid down in it. the bath wash turning a little red from the recent cuts above years of cuts. i washed my face but i was still crying. i was so down i needed someone. i needed someone badly.

*hour later*

whilst still in the bath i searched on instagram for ethan. i was looking a lot but this once kept coming up, i looked on it...i found it... i think? it had a blue tick?. i pressed on it OH MY GOD it was definitely him but 6.6 million followers? i followed him and saw his snap on it too. i added it too. it was a snap that everyone could see like all those 6.6 million. i never knew he was famous, why didn't he tell me? i was so fucking shocked. my boy eth is internet famous?

i got out the bath and it was 8pm. i wrapped myself in a towel and went downstairs to make tea. i see that mum is cuddled up on the sofa with megan and mason. the bottle wasn't there. i'm glad she listened to me. i woke the twins up and sent them upstairs to sleep and i left mum sleeping.

*half an hour later*
since i went downstairs i have basically been looking at ethan everywhere on the internet. google, youtube, twitter, vine, instagram, snapchat. why didn't he tell me?

i look at my phone and realise i have all these notifications.

snapchat - ethan dolan added you back

instagram - ethandolan followed you back

twitter - @ethandolan followed you back

vine - ethan _dolan followed you back

youtube - dolan twins subscribed to your channel

then a text from him.

eth☺️; why are you stalking me harp?😂

me; i'm not i just wanted to add you then i found out you was..?

eth☺️; internet famous with gray? well yeh (but i don't like being labelled) it's been like it for a while. i don't usually follow or add back so be happy😉

me; wow thanks big achievement... see my sarcasm?😂

eth☺️; aww you're welcome !!

me; why didn't you tell me? :((

eth☺️; i didn't want you to like me or even just talk to me because i'm the "ethan dolan".

me; oh, well you guys are great on all ur social media's but i like the "ethan dolan" for eth that drove me home :))

eth☺️; awww thank you harp :)) well i'll see you on the bus tomorrow ?

me; na i'm dropping my siblings to school... wonna come? if so meet me at mine... at 7am. goodnight because it's 9:30 and i'm shattered

i left my phone on the side and i laid down. thinking of him. i got another notification.

snapchat from ethan dolan

it was a sweaty ethan showing his face and abs captioned "goodnight cutie💗"... HIS ABS OH MY FUCKING GOD HE JUST GETS HOTTER EVERY TIME I GET CLOSER TO HIM. first just seeing him, then talking to him  and looking at his hot looking face, then the hug, then the social media's and now the abs
wow this boy gives me butterflies. i think i'm gaining a crush...

author's note💓
{heyyyy guysss, they are getting closer hmmm!! but she's still a little lowkey depressed :((( why you may ask well... keep reading. anywhoooo, i love ethan dolan GOODBYEEE😂😭}