Another love

Starting Over

Today it is very warm and sunny outside. There is nothing that could ruin their day. They knew what they were doing when they started over, that day they had the plan to start over, to get a fresh start. Get to know each other over again. So Sam and Dean had a plan that they were going to go to the beach to go swimming. Earlier that day while Sam was getting her swim suit Dean was downstairs waiting talking to Sam's mom about what was happened then night he came over to talk to Sam. That's when Dean got serious, he looked Sam's mom straight in her eyes and said

"Sheryl you aren't going to like this but I know I should tell you."

"Why? What happened?"

Dean took a deep breath in. "Well, Sam and I had a very big fight and she took it very hard, sh-she tried to."

"Tell me Dean what did she do?", Sheryl looked worried by now, she sat on the edge of her chair waiting like it was the results for The Voice.

"She was planning on hanging herself. She had the noose and everything, but I took it from her and we talked all night about it and why she had those thoughts. Turns out she hasn't been taking her meds, just pretending."

"Wh-what?"

"It's okay now I talked to her about it."

"Is she okay?"

"I think so but we should probably talk about it later."

"That is a fantastic idea, we will talk about it when you guys get home."

"Okay, I'll warn her while we are out."

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Sitting in the driver seat I can't stop looking at her so happy and relaxed, I don't want to tell her because it will ruin her good mood. I have to do it, I have to tell her what is gonna happen when we get back to her house. I can't just let her walk into that. I can't let her hate me for not telling her. I take a deep breath in and I glance at her;

I take a sharp breath in before I start,"Sam..."

She smiles the biggest smile at me and I know that's the last time I will ever see that. She is going to hate me after I tell her this,"I-i told your mom about what I walked in on you doing last night."

That's when it happened, she smiled even kissed me on the cheek,"I know, I was already ready and I heard you talking to my mom and I stopped on the stairs. I admit I was mad at first but now I couldn't be anymore happy, now I don't have to pretend like it didn't happen, I can maybe actually get help and new pills that make me feel better then these ones do."

I let out a big breath that I apparently had been holding the whole time she was talking,"Thank god I thought you were gonna be mad and never talk to me again."

Sam giggles and grabs my hand,"No silly I actually am super stoked to talk to my parents about whats going on with me so I can maybe get a therapist and have someone else to talk to other then my parents, someone who can tell me it will be okay, not someone who will cry every time I say I feel dead today."