It been a month and a half that we broke up and we hadn't talk. We haven't even said hi or just waved at each other. We haven't even Smile. All we have done is look at each other. Are broke really did affect me so much. Everyone knows that I changed. I get told that they want the old me back. I really don't know what to say but all I think is i want her back to. But there a say that the Point of life is that people change people. I really miss what we had and I know I never going to get the back. I try moving on but when someone else called me the name that you called me I tell them to shut up. I say it In a mean way and I feel bad because i was with them. But I was still thinking of you. I really don't know why but sometimes i fell like you want me back. But then I remember that you don't because what you told me.
When we broke up you said that it not because you didn't like me it because we argued to much. I told you that we can fix it but let be honest you don't like me no more. That why you didn't want to fix things and you said that we where friends. I told you that I can't be just friends with you. We keep on talking but we never got no where and we just gave up well you gave up not me. So we just stop talking and I don't know about you but, some how you always get mention in my conversations. I really don't know why. I sometimes think it a sign but I am the type of person that over thinking thing. So I just let it go and distract myself with other things. The thing is that I hate silence because when there is silence I think of you. When I think of you I think about what we hand. I really hate that so I always try to keep my self distracted. But it like I am in stuck in cement that has dry up and i can't get out. Even if i try getting up and even if people try to pull me out in useless because i am stuck. I hate say this but i want you to see me and come help me get out maybe i'll get out. But everyone know that you are not going to help me even me i just like thinking that you are even if it make me the stupidest person on earth.
