So I am in this club. It a debate club and we going to this that have to do with debating. So we got the chance to go to A walk in you shoes. So I was like the first one to to turn in my permission slip in so I was going to go. The hole time I was like I am going to have a fun day. I am going to have a day with out him a day that I am not going to see him. A day that I didn't have to wary about him and just be my self for ones. So I was thinking he not going to go he never goes. So the day come and I get to school and go to the class we have to meet at. So I am there taking with my friends.Then I just hear the door open I look and it you. That second I didn't want to go I just wanted to leave and not go at all. I look at one of my friends and then I told her ''God does thing for a reason right''. She look at me with a worried face. So we where about to leave and then one of my best friends. See me and yell at me my name. He tell me to come with him to see if he can go. So we went and the teacher was been a bich about it but she let him go. So there we where go to the same field trip. I was scared that something was going to happen but I acted like nothing. When we where in that bus I saw you look at me sometimes and I not going to say that I didn't because I did to. So my friend decided to put on songs. The first song they put was perfect➗ and I saw you look back at me. I didn't know about you but for me it was time froze. So I started to sing it with everyone else. I didn't want to have a melt down so I just keep it cool. So the hole time we just look at each other. Well we didn't do nothing but sometimes we got close to each other but that was all. Later that night I was lying in bed thinking of you like always. I was thinking can this be a sign or something. Does this mean anything after all that happened and then this. Does it mean something. I stilled the hole night thinking but I didn't get no where. I just want to hear if you still want me come for you voice. I just want you to tell me if you do or you don't. I can't take this no more I can't act like i didn't care ,because I do I care so much. Even if everyone tell me not to. I still do and nothing can change that.💔🔐
