Do you love me // Nash Grier

six

Chantelle's POV:

I woke up the next morning & it was quite late. I got up and found my mum watching tv.

"Hey do you want to spend the day together? Just me and you maybe go to the mall or Something?"

Yes actually we haven't been spending anytime together, since we have come here.

"Yes of course" I said In a happy voice

"If your busy don't worry, are you going anywhere with Nash today?"

I laughed.. To my self "no I'm not mum, well spend the day together"

" okay go eat, I made omelettes & then get dressed" she told me

"Okay mum" I said as I tried to be quick

I went and ate and then ran to my room to get changed:

I had a shower of course like every other morning & then decided to wear my denim shorts overall & a white plain crop top under & my all black converses & put my hair in a side fishtail plait & put light mascara on. I grabbed my phone off charge and put it in my bag & was ready to go!

I went down and found my mum just about to leave the door, we hopped in the car & went to the shopping plaza.. This is where me and Nash came last time I said in my head.

I'm guessing we both needed some new clothes "I'm going to go in this shop" my mum said pointing to a shop With clothes for older woman, well I didn't wanna go there so I told my mum I'll be in shops that I like "okay message me when your done with all your shopping and well go to eat something" I knew my mum was going to take forever that's why I didn't want to shop with her lol.

"See you later" I said and went, I saw some nice things at this nice shop.. I bought some nice tees & jeans & a pair of hot pink jellies. I like the colour of them so I bought them, lucky for me there was a sale so things came out much cheaper. I realised now I needed some jewellery, I got into this shop called "jewels & things".

I was browsing around when something caught my eye.. A boy with brown hair and blonde tips, with a smile too big for his face and eyes to die for with another girl, immediately i could feel tears coming Down

To describe what happened Nash was basically making out with the girl at the register, I cried I tried not to but how can't I cry, i don't know maybe I over reacted? And anyway Nash wasn't mine but I still had feelings for him.. I ran out of the shop with out Nash seeing me, crying and ran to the bathroom. I locked my self in the cubicle and sobbed out my tears. I must've been in there a while bc my mum started yelling calling out my name:

"Oh my god Chantelle wait!"

I actually didn't care, for a fact I didn't care about anything anymore. The boy I loved doesn't love me as much as I love him, wow. I didn't even want to know him anymore, what he did was low, I mean he acted as if he loved me. I was wrong trust no bitch.

"Mum lets go home" I told her not caring if she's mad about me taking long

".. What's wrong?" She said as she stopped yelling at me

"Don't worry, I'm acting a little childish nothing big" of course it was big! But I didn't want my mum to know.

At this point I didn't even want to know Nash anymore tbh, what did I do? Was I not pretty enough? Not perfect enough?

"Okay darling , are you sure you wanna go home I mean we were supposed to hang out today?"

"I know mum but I'm not in the mood anymore, you can stay here I'll just walk home or something.."

I was quite hungry but I lost my appetite, boy does Nash have some explaining. But no I don't want to talk to him anymore

Omg why am I caring? He wasn't with me in the first place, I guess I really liked him

"No don't worry, come on let's go" my mum said

"Okay but are you sure" I said feeling bad

"Yes honey it's okay, but do you want to tell me what happened?" My mum said not knowing why I wanted to leave

"Maybe later" I said quietly

We got home and I ran to my room and just stayed in there the rest of the day. Nah I didn't cry, I had to get it over it

I got up to the sound of my phone ringing, I looked at the caller & it said 'Mahogany'

I forgot to mention Mahogany is Nash's friend, she's a very nice person with a great heart, she's like my sister altho we just met. She was very pretty, prettier than me of course & her hair is something to be jealous of.

"Hello" I said

"Hey Chantelle how are you!" She said in a cheery voice

"Not too good actually" I said trying not to have another meltdown

"Well do you wanna talk about it? I'm coming over okay I'll be there in 10 bye"

"No it's okay mahogany, I'm serious don't worry about it"

She hanged up before she could hear what I had to say, well yeah I wanted her too come but it was no biggie

Around 10 mins later the doorbell rang, I opened the door and a girl wearing denim shorts, purple doc martins, and a floral crop top, with beautiful blonde lox arrived at the door. She looked prettier than ever

Boy was I glad to see someone I can let out my feelings to, I told her everything. I mean everything & she seemed a little sad.

"You's were really cute together, and to be honest Nash would not shut his mouth about you, but I don't know why he would of done that.. I'm pretty sure there's an explanation to it"

"I don't know but I didn't let him see me, I mean we were just sorta friends but I had feelings for him"

"Did you speak to him today?"

"No actually I didn't, usually if we don't go somewhere together he msgs me or calls me.."

"Oh" she said

We spoke about things and she gave me advice and told me stories about her relationships, she has an interesting life

I said bye to her because she had to leave it was getting late, I hugged her and thanked her for everything

"Call me when you need anything okay, bye" she said and left the door

Immediately around 2 mins after she left my phone started ringing, I thought it would've been my mum bc she was out but I was wrong it was someone else...

I looked at the caller & it said 'Nash ❤️' I should really change that & even delete it! Omg why did I still have his contact

I looked at my phone and was tempted to answer.. But no I'm not some person you can throw around, I can't just let him have me for when he's bored..

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