~ Imagine that ~ an abnegation love story ~

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Beatrice:

Living the simplistic way of life is how we go about in abnegation.
We take it to the extreme here.
If you were to live in this faction, all your eye would be able to see is grey, grey and some more boring old grey.
I was born, and raised in this faction and after sixteen years of living my life here, I decided to choose this faction, and I'm considered the loyal one out of my brother and I. No one has transferred away from abnegation for a decade, except for one, half a year ago, and I may not speak of him in front of my family unless I want to hear my father break down in a fit of sadness, confusion, and infuriation all at one time. But it's estimated that no one will transfer for years to come.
It was just Caleb. The tall, lanky, Caleb Prior, my once loving, and supportive brother.

However, I fear that my choice for abnegation was wrong, despite my allegiance to my parents, that I needed a more outgoing life than this. I chose abnegation because I didn't want to disappoint my family. But did I ever think of myself? No. In this faction we must be selfless in a world of selfish people.

I am still striving for a place where I don't need to worry about whether my posture is correct, or if I smile right or not.
Abnegation isn't always fun.
With the silence lurking down the hallways of my average identical abnegation home, and my average identical abnegation clothes, identical abnegation hair, identical bedroom and abnegation shoes.
No one could say that is fun, except for abnegation of course.
Well, not so much fun, since that word here is underrated and selfish.
More so, 'pleasing' to an abnegation-wired brain.
I don't think I'm that normal.
I keep getting these flashbacks, but they aren't real, most of the time I don't remember afterward, it's almost as if I've had a past life. Maybe I have.
The abnormality doesn't stop there for me; my aptitude test result was
abnegation.
And In fact, it was more than abnegation; it included three other factions.
(A/N: Bea is even more so divergent in this fanfiction.)
Erudite, Dauntless, and Candor.
To no limit would I ever betray my father like Caleb, and go to Erudite.
Neither would I be able to put up with initiation for Candor.
So that had left me Abnegation and Dauntless.
I didn't want to hurt my Mom and Dad like Caleb had. So I chose abnegation, for them. 
But a lot of the time I find it hard to breathe with the deafening silence surrounding me almost every time of the day until I am spoken to.

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A/N
Do you guys think I should bring Tobias in yet? Tell meh so I can merge it somehow.

Until later my detergents <4
- Youlittlepansycake