Killer Love (ON HOLD)

Believe Me

Recap:
"How did you know I was even going to come back out of my room tonight?" I asked slowly, "I didn't" He replied softly, obviously not truly phased by my question. "Look, Kyle, we need to talk."

Scars POV:

Kyle looked up from the table almost excited like "yeah, I've been wanting to talk to you too. I know I could be getting ahead of myself but I think we could have something real here." I was confused at first by what he meant but I quickly caught on as he continued talking. " I know the other night we were high and it all happened so fast but you're the first girl in a long time that I didn't feel like pushing out the door the next morning, I know you might not feel the same but I needed to get that off my chest," he finished.

"You might not feel the same after I tell you this," I then began to tell him everything starting from my brother's death and my father kicking me out, I told him how I was hired to kill him and how Damian was the one who hired me.

"Your telling me the guy who has been my best friend since as long as I can remember is the same guy who wanted to kill me," he asked.

"Actually he still wants to kill you. When he realized who I was and that I couldn't get the job down he hired a man from a different agency to come after not only you... but me too"

I could tell all of this was hard for him to process. "So that night in the bar when we met, you followed me there? Didn't you?" I nodded not being able to fully admit to him that was the only reason we met, "Kyle what we had  together,  that wasn't for my mission, I knew after the second night I knew you that I would never be able to finish this job, if I was going to still kill you I would've done it instead of telling you, Johnny my boss called me to ask if I could still do it but I couldn't. I'm not built for this job, this was my first solo mission and I couldn't do it," I didn't know why but I started to cry.

I thought telling him everything would make him hate me but as I was crying he pulled me against him holding me. Being here in his arms made me feel safe even though we had someone who was coming to kill us. 

I looked up to meet his eyes taking notice of how close we were. Without thinking I closed the distance between us, he was taken back at first but soon started kissing me back. He picked me up and sat me down onto the table stepping between my legs as I grabbed his shirt pulling him to me as if he could get any closer.

"Kyle, look I agree with you I think there is something here between us and I'm sorry the way we met was shitty, but I couldn't change that," he nodded as he nibbled his way down my neck finding my spot and sucking on it making me moan out and arch myself closer to him. " I never wanted to hurt you or even finish this job please understand that" I struggled to say as he kept kissing my neck.

"Kyle, please tell me you believe me," I said stopping him to plead my case.

Instead of responding he picked me up and carried me towards his room.
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Sorry, the update took so long and that it's shorter than normal. I'm going to try working more on the book soon so get ready 😉 pls vote and comment! 
Madi 💋

(This chapter has been edited and rewritten)