Watching Her Love You

Chapter 10

Their kisses were slow and passionate, Lena letting Kara guide their pace, and loving every second of it.

Kara moaned into the kiss; it was so much different than kissing Cat, but still filled with so much love. At that moment, she realized what she was doing and pulled away; hating herself for what she'd been doing.

When Kara abruptly pulled away, Lena's heart shattered... Is kissing me really that bad? "Kara?" She asked; her voice small and uneven.

Kara looked absolutely mortified. "I-I'm so sorry. I wasn't giving you my full attention, and that wasn't fair to you. I keep..." She sighed and shook her head. "I want to do this with you, believe me, I do, it's just..."

Lena frowned. "Am I not... as good at this?" Her stomach knotted up at the thought, but it would make sense... Cat Grant was much older than both Kara and herself, so the idea that she would be more experienced at this wouldn't be so farfetched.

Kara shook her head. "No! It's not that; it's just... I-... I can't stop..." She cut herself off again with an agitated sigh.

"Comparing us?" Lena asked.

Kara's expression turned remorseful as she nodded her head. "I'm so sorry, Lena."

Lena smiled brightly, amused that Kara thought that comparing the people she's supposed to be choosing between was a bad thing. "Kara, as long as you aren't wishing that I were her, comparing notes isn't a bad thing... It puts a bit of added pressure on me, but it's not bad. Is it me you want to be with right now?" She asked softly as she lifted her hand to cup Kara's cheek.

Kara's eyes shone down with an adoration she'd never seen aimed in her direction before as she nodded. "Yes."

Lena smiled at the fact that Kara wanted her this way before her face turned serious and jealousy climbed through her system as she asked the next question. "And is it her you want to be with when you two are... making love." She said it in a level voice although the words cut her like a dagger.

Kara nodded. "Yes."

"Then you have nothing to worry about, Darling. As long as it doesn't continue after you choose between us."

"So, it's alright if we continue?" Kara inquired.

"If you don't I just might kill you." Lena chuckled.

They both laughed momentarily before Kara leaned down and connected their lips in a passionate kiss. Her hands pulling Lena's shirt over her head and tossing it to the side; only breaking their kiss for a fraction of a second.

Her hands found Lena's nipples and began to knead them tenderly. "Kara," Lena moaned out. "Oh god, is this really happening?"

Kara smiled into the kiss and nodded. "Yes, love. It really, really is."

The joy that flowed through Lena was insurmountable as she smiled. "Finally," She husked, earning a giggle from Kara before she kissed her once more and then collected her nipple between her teeth. "Oh!" She yelped, the sensation of Kara's hot mouth on her areola doing things to her that she'd never experienced in her life. "God, Kara... Your tongue is amazing."

Kara let her breast go with a loud *pop* and smiled devilishly. "You know where else it'd feel good?" She asked celestially.

Lena let out a noise that she wasn't sure was even human as she arched her core into Kara's stomach, "Please," She moaned loudly.

The Kryptonian leaned and kissed the woman beneath her one more time before she scooted herself down and positioned her head above Lena's apex. "Are you sure?"