Insecurity

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        I was walking around the airport stalling because I was so hesitant to pick up my phone and call him.I got a call from the airport saying my bags had accidentally been sent to the wong place somehow. How the fuck does someone do that. I was told i had to pick them up in 2 days here. I huffed just thinking I didnt have anything but what was in my purse for the next 2 days.  I went to the nearest shop in the massive airport and got a Dr. Pepper and sat on the cold hard chairs. I looked at my phone for about a minute just looking at the contact. I had gotten tired and knew I had to find somewhere thats not the airport.

you should be excited Marie. You can call him, and youll meet and everything will be okay.

I felt like someone pushing on my chest. I took a drink of my Dr. Pepper, and steadied myself on the chair, I couldnt have been so nervouse that im getting nautious. "god pull up your big girl panties and call." I said ever so quietly not thinking anyone would hear me. I got a few good stares, and I picked up my phone attempting to call when I hear the pokemon rigntone fill the room, i quickly turned it down knowing everyone heard it.

"Hello?"  I said with a mousy voice.

"Marie thank god you answered I was worrying." He said loudly.

"Im so sorry, I have a surprise for you." I was hesitant once again.

"Well whatt is it ree?"

"Im in Miami.."

" I kn- Thats amazing!!" I heard him say on the other line.

"You know?"  I said confused.

"NO! Just mixed my words up haha you know."

" Okay.. can you text me your adress please?"

I was sent the adress and had gotten into a taxi. The taxi driver actually managed to get my mind off Jack for a little while. You know how when you get into a taxi the driver usually always finds a way to make conversation, and usually is kind of odd. I would love to thank my scieence teacher right now cause all that knowledge really paid off in this 20 minute long convorsation about marine life. But as I said it kept my mind off Jack which kept me from throwing up. I wasnt exactly sure if I was nervous or excited.

We had pulled up into a dead street so close to the beach I could feel the temperature drop right away. There was a brick apartment that had been covered in vines and leaves, not to mention the balconys looked like they were about to collapse right away. I tripped over the rocks that had been so stupidly places all over the yard thinking they would look cool, they were just a hazard.

I opened the door to the apartmen, and walked to the second floor, I had just been ready to knock when the door opened and I was greeted by a brown hair and blue eyed boy. "Jack!" I yelled and I huegged him. He seemed to just stand there as I hugged him but I didnt mind I just wanted to hug him. He said hi and went  into the kitchen and I sat down on the small couch in the living room. It was an empty room, all it had was a small tv that was unevenly placed on a small wood table, a shedding black and white cat sitting on the couch next to me, and a pair of sandy Nike sneakers.

Jack came back in with ramen noodles and a turkey sandwich. I thanked him and lifted my feet in the couch and sat looking at the smalll tv sitting in front of us with Friends playing on it. It became awkward cause we didn't talk. " Hey jack, do you mind if I take a shower?" I needed get out of the room for one and two I really needed a shower.

I had been handed a ripped towel and a bottle of shampoo that he took straight of a grocery bag.

and you didnt manage to get a new towel ok...

I opened the shower curtain and turned on the water that ony came our about room temp. I wanted a hot shower so bad this would do. I had been singing smells like teen spirit the whole shower practically not exactly why. I thought I heard the door open to the bathroom, I was sorta freaked out... this has been a really odd experrience. I had this thought I didnt expect to happed during this occasion... I wanted to go home.. actually go home. I just had a wierd feeling you know, everyone gets them. This one was very wierd in fact. I got out of the shower grabbing the towel and reahcing down for my clothes. My hand touched a cold surface, certainly not cloth. I whipped my head around and looked around to find my clothes and they werent there.

"fuck! Jack?!" I yelled. I was pissed, what the fuck does he think hes doing? I heard no response. I walked out of the bathroom uncomftorably knowing I was just in a towel. I was startled by the cat rubbing against my leg, I jumped and grunted, " Fuck off cat." I mumbled to myself. I found another small hallway that had two rooms attatched. I walked into a room that had boxes upon boxes of who knows what, knowing he wasnt in there I went into another room,

I was walking into the next room, there was a bed and a chair. Once again quite empty, I felt tired all of a sudden, I fell against the bed starting to feel like I was gonna black out and saw Jack stand there. "Jack." I was trying to push out my words. He was completely undressed. I flipped out and kicked him. "WHAT IS GOING ON JACK!?!" I said feeling tears running down my face. I was horrified. I didnt know what to do in this situation. He was curled up on the floor and I got up still feeling woozy, but definately eanough energy to grab my clothes and run out the door. I got outside the apartment door and looked through the window waiting hoping I didnt see him. I saw a figure running across the window, opening the door. I panicked and ran and hid behind a van that was parcked in the neighbors parking lot which was another apartment.

I had sat there for about five minutes. I was crying, shaking and had only managed to put my underwear and tshirt on. I didnt care at the moment. I was not about to show him where I was to cover myself up. I heard footsteps come close, gradually getting closer. I ran to the end of the apartment which was closest to the beach. I felt the warm sand on my feet. It was the darkest it could get for night time.

I sat against the wall another five minutes. Once again foot steps gradually getting closer this time, I had nowhere to go without getting seen. I looked past the wall just a little bit...

A shine of silver had run across my eyes, in his hand, a reflection of the street light onto the object in his hand. I covered my mouth trying not to scream. I layed down in the bushes feeling the sticks and thorns scratching my bare legs. I was still covering my mouth. When a shadow appeared to the right of me. I gasped and felt a single scream come out of my mouth.

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 13, 2014 ⏰

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