Ok now I go to get my anaesthetic done so I start talking to the nurse while breathing in the gas though a mask and get a needle bam I was out like a light that's all I remember after that wheeled me into the post operation ward. waking up to a smiling face my brother he had been waiting for me. with a huge bunch of flowers and a teddy bear that why I love you. Alex you consider everyone and anyone may want or need just to see the best reaction on their faces you've gained so much confidence since you have been a teenager, most people say that most teenagers are inconsiderate but Alex and ash aren't inconsiderate they will pay for some random person's lunch by surprise out of his hard earned money. My mother called today if told her that I'm much better and I will stay in hospital for a few more days then I can go home later on I will have my first shower in like 4 weeks i've been thinking on how I would have one I have a system I use one crutch and hop with my good leg with two layers of garbage bags on both my arm and leg duck taped onto my skin I'm going to regret that when I take it off. my leg cast is now pink with green stripes it looks like a watermelon ( for James ) my friends Tegan and Danielle come we talk at lunch time because spring break they take the time and gave the watermelon it's seeds with a black sharpie and sign it my brother already wrote two sweet little quotes saying if you can't fly than run if you can't run run than walk if you can't walk than crawl if you can't crawl than do anything you can do but keep moving so long stay strong stay true and be you ❤️. it's been a tiring last few days as I fall asleep.