Morning now I wake up in a sweat I can barely breathe and cough up mucus I call for a nurse, my fingers are really cold as I keep coughing starting to cry and roll into a small ball it's starting to be even harder to breath my rib cage is pounding and I take a deep breath and my vision goes blury the doctors and nurses come bursting through the doors.wheezing I cannot breath and pass out with the lack of oxygen in my blood......... A week later as I slowly come too the doctors are all waiting for me to wake up something is in my nose wha what is it and all other now stuff connected to me. The doctors said to calm yourself down crying I am trying to! the one day my brother wasn't here for me something happens to me it so unfair as my brother comes running in are you okay? yes I'm okay so what h to me anyway? somehow liquid got into your lungs that's why you couldn't breathe we got all the liquid out of your lungs but you will have to have the pure oxygen connected to your nose for a while so today i was allowed to go to the patient lounge so i can meet other patients on the floor that im on. Currently Alex and I walk down to the lounge and there are some people that look roughly the same age as me and we sit down some girl comes to say hi and her name is Zoe she has a dark brown hair with bright pink tips.She is on crutches at the moment because she has had her below her knee amputated.With Crystal grey eyes like she had died inside, Hey Zoe how are you ? Im good thanks for asking can i ask you a question? Yes what happend to your leg well um i was in a car accident just under month ago my younger sister sadly died got crushed by the back of the other car my mother was driving luckily she wasn’t hurt but on the other hand my sister died but I am secretly depressed and every night I cut my thighs but I am puzzled why I was blessed with only losing my leg couldn’t I die instead of my sister would you like to come back to my room and talk some more and you can tell me your story. Okay, we go back to her hospital bed and just talk for hours and I get really close to her the next day Dani and Tegan come over and I introduce them to Zoe and as we did yesterday talk for hours but with Dani and Tegan and Tegan and Dani brought some subway for us to eat. Zoe and I haven’t had normal food for what felt like forever no offence to the hospital but the food didn’t smell very nice and same with the taste.the elevator smells like burning hair and smoke. Day after day Zoe and I talk for hours today I don’t need to wear the nose piece but I have a few weeks left until I can leave the hospital my casts got changed today the arm cast is down below my elbow now it is healing nicely and the color is purple the leg cast still needs to be above my knee but not as high as the previous one, one more cast above my knee before it will be the normal below knee cast but before applying the cast they measured and tested a special knee brace that will limit my movement after my short leg cast. Yay!
