Today I went to see and talk to Zoe when I crutch to her room which is on the other side of the long hallway and enter her room dropping to the floor but it takes a few seconds for it to register and vomited it's too much for me to take balling my eyes out I scream for a nurse, Zoe is dangling from the curtain rod with the from one of the cables that help her that monitored her heartbeat she is pale and blood pool under her that is almost dry with her wrists and thighs all covered in cuts deep and also it looks like she severed her arteries and really deep cuts in her thighs ... the nurses came in passing out I feel someone putting a blanket or something on me What what do you want from me now it made me realise how much I loved crystal "I'd just wished I could of said goodbye one last time " As I throw what ever that was on my back that just injected me with something! how dare she my body feeling numb and limp hitting my head on the ground I'm out like a light waking up in wrenching pain what are you trying to do? Kill me! The nurse jumps and causes more pain the room looks different smells different where am I? "you are in the trauma ward that is all I am aloud to tell you at the moment sorry for the inconvenience" what have you done to me done you think I have gone through enough pain lately well miss you damaged your elbow again so now you have this brace restricting your movement looking at my other arm it looks like I have been attacked multiple cuts running up and down my arm. Miss you did that yourself how could I of cut myself? you found a blade of some sort we found it in your hand after you called out for us we had to out you under aesthetic to get it away from you. I just wanted to earn my stripes like a tiger, Christmas came around i had my brace on my knee and thats about it my cuts have faded into scars but ironically the scars look like i have stripes like a tiger that will be imprinted in my arms forever more.
