I regret...
raising my voice instead of staying calm,
i started a war that didn't need to start,
I regret...
Trusting people who I barely knew,
Now i don't trust any
I regret...
letting other people's opinion become more important than my own,
now I'm obsessed with changing myself to reach other peoples expectations,
I regret...
Faking a smile instead of crying,
maybe If i wasn't to used to faking I could show the real me,
I regret...
running from my problems,
I should of faced them and dealt with them
I regret...
pushing people away,
Now it's become a a bad habit,
I regret...
Being ashamed of who I am, My illness and how i look,
Now it's my biggest insecurity,
I regret...
being to proud to ask for help,
now i cry myself to sleep every night,
I regret...
convincing myself I was on my own and had to do things myself,
Only now i realize there's people who could help,
