Lost in words

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Song picked for this chapter is Hurts like Hell by Fleurie ^.^


As we were walking tears started started forming. F/n stopped in her tracks. " Are you sure you're going to be fine , you can stay and I will go." She said.  " I'll be fine I just need to check back in on my mom and them every now and then." I said back. " Okay that's fine. I'm sorry.." She said back.  " It's okay I mean I always wanted my freedom right?" I said looking down at the ground as we kept walking.




Richie's Pov:


I knocked on Bev's door to see her crying she pulled me into a hug. "I'm so sorry. I am a fucking idiot." I said. " What do you mean?" Bev asked. " I watched her leave even after I read the note I let her go." I said tears starting to form.



" Well let's go get the others and try to find them, Y/n told me if you needed her leave a note in her bush. She also said she will be over there to check on her mom and us every now and then." Bev said.



" I guess I have to write a note." I said back. Bev nodded. " I'm going to tell the others , Bill knows already and you can write the note." Bev said, I walked out the door and rode back to my house. I ran inside to my room and pulled out a piece of paper as well as a pencil from my desk. I wrote:



To Y/n wait no Mrs. Trash mouth,


I'm so freaking sorry for everything , I do need you and so do the others. F/n doesn't have to run away either she can live with one of us. Please come back.


Love, Mr. Trash mouth aka Richie



I hope this note works. I rode to Y/n's house and put the note in the bush than rode to Bill's. When I knocked it immediately opened. " Did you put the note in the bush?" Mike asked. " Um yeah." I said back.



"What if they don't come back." Stan said worried. We stood in silence for a little bit. " They will." Bev said. "B-but w-what i-if." Bill said. "What if nothing they will come back." Bev said starting to cry.




"Why did F/n all of a sudden wanna run away?" Eddie said.  " Why do you fucking care because of her I just lost y/n." I said back. "Because she is our friend too." Mike said.



" Well why do you fucking care so much about Y/n. I mean Jesus you got with Rose just because of a stupid ass rumor you heard from Jiffy." Eddie said.  " He's right , you didn't seem to care to much." Ben said in agreement.




 " Whatever I do care I just , I don't know. Leave me alone!" I said as tears started falling down my face. "Maybe we should go look for them." Stan said. " But the note." Ben said back. " So I agree with Stan , come on guys." Bev said walking out the door.  " Okay well we don't know where they went geniuses." I said back. "That's why we look." Mike said.




Back to Y/n's pov:


" Were here. See right beside the quarry but on the borderline of a different town. I knew you wouldn't want to leave far so." F/n said. " Thanks I guess." I said back. " Let's set up stuff." She said back.



" Okay." I agreed and we set up blankets and stuff on the ground than we sat down. " Be honest how do you feel about this running away thingy?" I asked. " Sort of scared." She said. " You could have just lived with me. We didn't even have to tell anybody."I said.



 " I don't know." She said looking at her feet. "How about I make a deal with you if Richie left a note we go back, if he didn't you can decide." I said. " Um.....okay deal. But we're checking in the morning." She said.



" What? Why?" I asked. " Because if Richie and you love each other like you guys say than he would have already written one." F/n said back. I looked at the sky, hopefully he did.




The Next morning we packed up our stuff and went back to my house. " Fuck!" F/n said dropping her stuff. "I knew he would leave a note!" I said grabbing it to read it,but she took it out of my hand and ripped it.



  "Noooo you fucking asshole!" I said getting down to the ground trying to put the pieces back together. " Why would you do that?" I asked confused and upset. " I-I d-don't know."She said back.




" You know what it's fine but we're not running away now." I said picking up the pieces and went inside. I ran to my room with F/n quickly before my mom could see the bags. " What now?" She sounded angry.



" It's only been a day maybe less and you wanted to run back home so quickly what ever happen to wanting to be free."She said.  " My mom , Richie , the others and school! Okay!"I shouted back.




" Fine it's okay I'm sorry, I'm just going to tell your mom everything that happened between my parents because I would probably be caught anyways." F/n said giving up.



" Okay I guess." I said and flopped on to my bed. I wish this was all just a dream. I remembered the note. I put the pieces back together well mostly back together to where I was able to read it at least.




When I finished reading I felt happy but very sad. Mom walked in. "I heard about the situation F/n is in so I'll try but I can't guarantee she will be able to stay. Also you still have school tomorrow and detention."



" Yep that's okay I guess." I said, as I kept staring at the note. " Are you okay?" She asked.



" No but I will be." I slightly smiled.





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