~ three days later ~
I sat up briefly in my hospital bed before the nurses ran in to lay me back down, i had a feeding tube attached to me...
To explain a bit of the situation, the head doctors from out of state or "Alien" doctors as we call them, heard about the phenomenon that is Colby and I. They separated us and wont let us see each other until they have finished their sick evaluation.
I have no idea how Colby is doing but to put it short i haven't been doing great.
I stopped eating and lost too much weight, since I'm small they were already monitoring my weight to begin with, this didnt go to well so now im sedentary in a hospital bed, hooked up to a feeding tube until i gain some weight.
The nurses that were checking my vitals helped me up so i could stand on the scale and then set me back down on the bed.
"She's down two pounds...how is she still losing weight?"one nurse said.
"Stress.. i told that damn Dr. Oswald that this would happen"i heard ms. Kitching say as she unhooked me from all the devices.
She took my hand and helped me sit up "would it make you feel better if i took you to see Colby? You cant talk to him but i can show you how he's doing"she explained, i nodded happily and tried to stand up, failing and falling back down due to being dizzy.
"Janice you can't do that."nurse Hardass said.
Ms kitching helped me up again and looked over at the other nurse "And if she loses five more pounds she'll be dead, now move out of our way"
We walled down the hallway to the elevator, when we descended down three flights the elevator opened to a floor i hadn't been on before...
She took me into a small room with a two way mirror, i was on the window side, on the other side of it i could see Colby sitting on top of the table, it was like an interrogation room they put him in.
"He can't hear me? Or see me?"i asked as i placed a hand on the glass
"No he can't."
"I love him so much, ms. Kitching. I know that i shouldn't be in love with 'someone like him' but i am"
"I understand, Josie"
I turned to look at her "do you? You know what its like to be thrown in a mental hospital because you were being beaten at home, fall in love with a serial assaulter, just for him to reject you because you cant tell him that the damn psychiatrist is probably going to rape you the next time he sees you? Wow I'm glad you know what that's like"
Ms. Kitching was speechless, she bit her lip and wiped the tears from my eyes "you don't deserve to be in here, Josie. You are a good person and if i could fix this i would."
She could only stutter out those two sentences, my words had affected her so much that she was on the brink of tears, my face stayed stern and emotionless with the occasional tears running down my cheeks.
"I know you want to talk to him, Josie, but there is only one day left in this stupid experiment."
"That's one day too long"
Ms. Kitching placed her hands on my shoulders and pulled me into a small hug, It's amazing how she has become such a mother figure in my life, I knew that she would protect me or at least do everything in her power to do so.
And it's true...I was being beaten at home, when I threatened to call the cops they took my phone away, when I threatened to tell the school they took me out and put me in here... I guess i'm attracted to that kind of violence so when I found Colby it felt like home...better than home... at home i never felt love or compassion.
"I told them Dr. Carp was a creep. Josie I need your help to get him fired...that includes a written statement."she told me, i simply nodded, at this point anything was better than having it all stay the same.
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Colby's P.O.V
I sat on top of the cold metal table, My hands were bloody and probably broken from punching the walls, I haven't seen Josie in three days and they won't even tell me how she's doing, they all just play dumb like they don't even know who she is.
I've attacked four doctors who tried to come in, two of them stabbed me with the tranquilizer but missed the spot every time, I haven't hurt any of them too bad, if i do that they might move me, I just punch them a few times and that usually helps vent some anger.
"Cole Robert Brock, move to the back of the room and put your back against the mirror, keep your hands in the air or we will shoot"I could hear over the intercom in the corner of the ceiling, I did as I was told due to the fact that Josie would be pissed if I got shot, when I leaned against the mirror it felt weird, I could feel someone on the other side, the faint heartbeat from their hands i could feel on my back, I pressed the back of my head against the mirror and smirked, something inside told me it was Josie, just a weird feeling i guess.
When the doctors ran in they were accompanied by two swat guys holding guns pointed straight at my head ready to fire if I get violent.
They took my blood pressure, clipped my nails, wrapped up my hands and then made me swallow a useless antidepressant.
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Hey! hope you like this update, it took three days to edit because i've been so busy, anyway comment what you think is gonna happen next because I love seeing your ideas and conspiracy theories.
you guys are amazing and I love reading the comments you all leave on my books. Love you guys
p.s. here is a list of songs i listened to while finishing this chapter up
Welcome to the black parade - My chemical Romance
Monster - Skillet
Pain - Three Days Grace
Immaculate Misconception - Motionless In White
I for some reason this showed up as a draft even though i know i publushed this chapter but whatever???
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