HI I've decided not to put any smut in this book because I feel like it takes away from the overall plot and meaning. Sorry ~D
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Josies P.O.V
I stared out the small window at the moon and stars, it was gorgeous.
I have such a shitty view out the window in my room, all I can ever see is the parking lot and a little bit of the yard, Colby can see the city lights through his window and that's beautiful but this is just amazing.
Colby shifted to sit next to me and rested his arm around my shoulders.
"Is this a nice date or what?"he asked me, i nodded and looked at him "it's really nice."I told him.
Every once in awhile my happiness would be rudely interrupted by thoughts of Bree, I wish I had never found out about it, it tears me up so much because it wasn't that long ago, I'll never know what his true feelings for her were but he sure got over them quickly.
"Colby, why her? I know you said you were desperate then but..."I said trailing off, feeling more and more nervous as I spoke.
His eyes burned into my soul "Josie you are the only girl I ever want to be with, to me you're as perfect as it gets. I would still feel the same if I had never had a previous relationship, please stop thinking about her, she doesn't mean anything to me."he explained, making me feel abit stupid for thinking that way.
"You have been acting so strange lately, what happened to the old 'no-shits-given' Josie?"He asked
"I realized I love you and I dont know what I'm doing."I said in a joking tone even though it's completely true.
He chuckled and pulled me into a tight hug "I love you too."he mumbled under his breath, resting his chin on top of my head as I closed my eyes briefly and rested my forehead on his chest, he was so warm I could cuddle him forever.
He's right I have changed alot, I used to put up this front so i could distance everyone and go through life acting like I couldn't care less about anyone, once I let down that wall I allowed myself to feel again, to feel emotion and to care about others like I did when I was younger
I looked up at Colby, his eyes meeting mine.
We have this unspoken connection that I've never felt before and I am not quite sure how to explain it but it's absolutely amazing.
I swallowed the lump in my throat and leaned my head against his chest, resting my hands on his waist.
Colby lifted up my chin so that I would look at him "Jocelyn, I love you and nothing will ever change that. I could think of a million reasons right now.."he trailed off before resting his forehead against mine "but I feel like you already know."he mumbled before connecting our lips, I swear this boy has some magic powers because everytime he kisses me I feel like my entire body is going haywire..
A few moments later Colby hovered over me, holding himself up by his right arm while his left hand rested on my jawline, he pulled away from our heated kiss for a moment "I love you, Josie."she mumbled. "Colby you said that like ten times already. I believe you."
"But sometimes you doubt it and i never want you to think for a second that I don't love you"
I blushed at his words and turned my head to avoid eye contact, Colby straddled me and gently moved my chin to face him using his fingers.
"I know more about you than you think."he stated, I furrowed my eyebrows and sat up a bit, leaning on the heavy boxes behind me.
"Like what?"I challenged him.
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