Josies P.O.V
Ms. Kitching stood in shock when she saw my face, this was something she never thought Colby would be capable of.
"Josie, come with me. Colby please go back to the activity ward"she said calmly, her expression was stern and her voice sounded like she was about to blow up but kept it suppressed.
Colby nodded and walked out the door, stopping for a moment to look down at me, ms. Kitching arms wrapped around my shoulders protectivly, Colby had this apologetic look of sorrow and it was clear he was about to cry, I looked back down at the floor until he continued back down the hall to the activity ward.
Ms. Kitching stood in front of me and tilted her head to the side, gesturing to go into the employees lounge that was usually empty.
When we walked in she immediately shut and locked the door, making me sit down and she brought a mirror over, putting it in front of me.
I closed my eyes and turned away, not wanting to see what Colby did.
Ms. Kitching stood being me, her arms crossed "look in the mirror Josie, if you don't want to look at yourself just look at me."she stated, I nodded and looked up at her through the mirror "What did he do?"
"We got into an argument and he hit me."
She nodded her head to indicate she was listening "has this happened before?"
I shook my head and finally my eyes met mine in the mirror, my left cheek was so bruised up now that there was no way to hide it.
"Okay so usually we have to report him but since this is a special matter, I'm gonna leave that up to you."
My eyes shot back up at her "you want me to report him?"
"No. It's your decision if you want to report him or not?"
I relaxed a bit and just looked down "What happens if I do?"
"He gets moved to the danger ward and his medication gets upped."she explained. I thought for a moment and shook my head "no. I don't want to report him." I decided, she nodded and placed her hands on my shoulders "if you want I can have you escorted to your room.."she offered, I nodded and stood up "I want to go now."I said.
She nodded and picked up her radio, turning it on and calling for three guards.
When they showed up one of them was fisher, he saw my face and his eyes went wide, he didn't say anything though, he just stood with the other two guards.
"Please escort Josie to her room, don't let any of the other patients see her, thats her request."she said, they all agreed and she nudged me along closer to them.
One of them grabbed my arm gently and walked me down the hall, the two others standing along side me to hide me from other patients in the activity ward, when they got to my room I walked in and thanked them.
They all left except Fisher who stood there staring at me "did Brock do that?"he asked, just above a whisper, I nodded gently, he frowned and bit his lip "I'm sorry.."he said and walked off down the hall. I closed my door and just laid on my bed.
Colbys P.O.V
It felt as if all I could see was red, I sat in the corner of the activity ward and held my head in my hands, all I could see when I closed my eyes was Me hitting Josie and her slamming against the wall like a rag doll.
I'm not proud of this at all, in fact I'm more ashamed than ever imagined, everything is unraveling so fast and there is nothing I can do about it, when I saw three guards walking past the ward one of them looked me dead in the eyes as he walked by, he knew what happened but I'm assuming the others didn't.
Pretty soon while I was staring at my feet, I saw two smaller feet stand in front of me, I looked up to see Belle "yes?"I asked, she looked worried and had her hands in front of her, clasped together.
"Where did Josie go?"she asked, I shrugged and leaned my head back "I don't know."I answered honestly, she looked so sad and sat down infront of me "can I hang out with you until she comes back?"she asked, I sighed "I guess."I said even though i know she wasn't coming back today and I'm gonna be in some deep shit soon off I was reported.
I don't want people to know about this because they won't understand, they just see as some kind of death machine which is correct in theory but not with Josie, I never wanted to hurt her and now that I have it feels like everything else is pointless.
Belle sat infront of me and stared "I love Josie, she's kinda like my mom but alot nicer than my real mom... do you love Josie?"
I stared at her for a moment while I thought about the correct way to respond to that "yeah, I love her too."I said softly, looking down at my hands as my fingers traced the patterns on the floor.
This was a big mess and I'm the person responsible for it.
Right when Belle was about to say something else, the intercom cut on and Mrs. Banks voice was heard over it "All teens back to their wards."
I sighed and patted Belle on the shoulder, she just shrugged and ran off to the girls ward, I took a breath and went to the boys', going straight to my room and closing the door, placing a chair underneath the handle so nobody could come in.
Looking around my room before falling back onto my bed, everything suddenly felt wrong, there was no going back however, what happened is done and I can't ever move past it.
Just hearing Josie tell me that we were over broke my heart but the fact that I am the reason we were over just made everything a hundred times worse.
I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard the door handle jiggling, I groaned and walked over, opening up the door just to be pushed back into my room by a certain Brunette nurse named Bree.
She walked in and slammed my door shut, puttingthe chair against the door handle like I usually do, backing me into the corner, I stared down at her blankly "you think you can just forget about me? "
She placed her hands on my chest and got closer "Bree, no. I told you I don't want to mess around anymore. "
"Yeah but only because that whore is here."she stated, her hands traveling down my torso, stopping at the top of my thighs "Bree just go away, I'm not gonna do this."I said, she paused for a moment and reached into my pocket, pulling out Josies ripped underwear from last night "holy shit, oh this is gonna be so fun"she said to herself, reaching up and kissing my cheek because shoving the underwear in the pocket of her uniform and walking out.
I stood there completely paralyzed, on the bright side the cameras caught her doing that slutty shit, on the other side, she now has my ex girlfriends underwear and can use that against us because patients having sex is a huge no and shit will go down.
"Fuck..."I mumbled right before my entire body went out of control and my mind went blank.
I trashed my entire room, punching walls, breaking the bed, slightly bending the metal bars on the Windows, by the time the guards got there my room was ruined and my hands were gushing blood from all the shit I had destroyed.
Three guards had to pin me to the ground while I kicked and screamed, another one finally ran into the room with a strong sedative and I don't remember anything after that...

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Psycho // Colby Brock
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