Just Say You Won't Let Go

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AUTHORS NOTE:

Emily's outfits and new things coming up are inspired by Ariana grande but she doesnt look like Ariana. I hope that clears everything up. I just like Arianas new look so I'm using some of her outfits in my book thanks loves

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Do you like Justin?" She blurted out.

"I can't even answer that right now. I've been through so much from my parents to Justin leaving to Justin coming back into my life. It's just a lot. But if I figure that out I would definitely tell you. Especially if we are friends. I couldn't keep that from you" I smiled.

"I'm sorry. I know it's bad timing but I've always been curious." She sympathized.

"Don't stress" I laughed. "I wonder why he wants to go to lunch. To talk about the drug incident? or about where we stand. I did pretty much tell him off.." I trailed off.

"Most likely both. I never told you why I blamed you for that. After I tell you I just want to be over it and start over but you deserve to know." She stated.

"Okay. Whatever the reason is I'm over it. I know you were just in a bad place. We all have those moments. Me more than most but I understand." I smiled.

"I blamed you firstly because it was easier than coming to realization that it was my fault. And secondly because I envy you. I wish I knew Justin as long as you. I wish I had the bond you guys do. Your beautiful you can have anyone you want. Your also talented from what I've heard. I'm auto tuned Em. I want to just be a model but my fans wanted more music. I want to stick to what I'm good at, acting and modeling, but I'm here to please my fans. If I could be anyone. It'd be you. You have a normal life. Your beautiful and talented. Your real. That's all I've ever wanted to be." She spoke with vulnerability in her voice.

"You're gorgeous. You could have literally anyone you please. Your problem is your so hung up on Justin that you don't realize all the male attention you get. Your fans will love you with whatever you decide to do. If you just did acting and modeling, they'd still be there. They wouldn't mind because they love you." I spoke softly.

Lex started tearing. "We just started being friends and I already feel close to you. Your so amazing. You can get me out of a mood in a matter of seconds" she smiled warmly. "Your right. I have been so caught up on Justin. That relationship is unhealthy. If you want to date him or talk to him don't worry about me em. Were over. It's a good thing. And if anyone should get the privilege to date either of you it should be each other." She smiled.

"Damn it's 10:57 already. We should head back." I yawned.

"Yeah I'm going to fall asleep here" she laughed.

When we got home scooter was reading on the couch.

"Hey. Your back earlier than I expected. Justin fell asleep here" he whispered

"Well we knew you'd be waiting up so we felt bad. Go to bed your probably exhausted." I spoke.

"Yeah I'm going to head up. Just lock the door" he said.

"Alright I love you. Goodnight" I hugged him.

"Goodnight. I Love you" he smiled tiredly.

"We can head upstairs and sleep and shop in the morning online. We'll fall asleep with the computer in our hands anyways" I joked.

"Yeah I was going to say the same thing. It's been a long day. Let's sleep it off and shop more in the morning." she laughed.

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