Terrified,
Cause I know know I can't be saved,
Lost,
Cause I don't know who to trust.
I've fallen too far,
Been broken beyond fixing,
I can't be what you want anymore,
So I'm waiting for that radiant light.
My masks been shattered,
So I have no where to hide,
And I sit here wondering,
If life is always so cruel.
I know I'm not perfect,
Yet you compare me to others,
In your eyes I'll never be smart enough,
Not creative, no matter how hard I try.
I'm just me,
Nothing more
And nothing less
I'll never change not even for you
Yet I know my life is forfeit,
The moment I say okay,
Since I know it just means
I'll forever be a pushover.
I've always been someone who wants
For everyone to be happy,
Yet I destroyed my hopes,
My dreams and my life in the process.
So I ask you just for once,
If you will grant,
My one selfish wish.
That is to be able to take,
The bony hand of Father Time,
One last time and this time,
To say goodbye forevermore!
Written: 14/03/2017 20:40pm
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PoetryMost of these I've written over the years.... A bit of a warning it maybe cringe worthy or incredibly dark poetry........
