Coincidentally

Forgive, Forget

- Emerson's POV-
I was really upset when I heard Gina blurt out what she said. I would have been okay if she at least confronted me about it before blurting it out. I felt really hurt when she did so.  I stormed out of the restaurant as quickly as possible. Anger, sadness and question filled me up. I was confused to what she did and why. I felt betrayed by her actions. "Actions speak louder than words" *sigh* I hate that quote. It's probably one of the truest things I've been told all my life. That's probably why.
Now I'm just sitting down in some grass, looking up at the stars. I know, cliche right? Next my knight in shining armor will come save me. Pfft yeah right. The stars are just so peaceful. Knowing somebody else is out there also looking at the same sky as me makes me feel all jittery. Crazy world we live in. Crazy how I'm in a fight with my BFF and I'm over here looking at the stars and thinking about the world when she is probably having an anxiety attack. I sort of feel bad, but she brought this on herself.
                                                Play song now for emphasis:)
       I start humming to the tune of  'Oath' by Cher Lloyd. I don't want to but I am. Gina and I used to love this song. Just humming it makes me want to sing it. Damn it's so catchy. I don't even know how it's still in my brain. How long ago was that? About like five fucking years ago. Man time does fly by fast when you are enjoying it. Next thing I know I'm I'm tears. I don't even know how. I try cheering myself up by bopping along to upbeat music like 'Tik Tok' by Ke$ha.
        I decide to get up and start walking home. One problem, I don't know where I am. So I just start walking and I look at my phone. Shit it's 1:00 am I mumble to myself getting panicked. Who long have I been out? As I start walking I get lost in my thoughts and stop paying attention to where I was going. As I'm walking I start walking on some liquid stuff, which I soon realize I'm not walking, I'm sinking in a pool. I kinda just let myself sink for a bit because you can only hold your breath for so long. Everything looks so peaceful under water.
          *splash* Incomes someone else. This figure looks familiar I thought. I decide to swim up and see a soaking and traumatized Gina. She sees me and looks pained. " Em, I'm so sorry. I should have asked you first, it wasn't right what I did. I just kept getting the fucking flashbacks that were haunting me about my past. I thought if I told them.They'd stop. Please forgive me. I miss you and I can't handle being alone. And it'd be hella awkward if we are staying together." She says with a nervous laugh at the end.
I could tell she was sorry. I notice the look in her eyes, and how she looked away. I decided to play her a bit.
"Well I'm pretty pissed with you about this. So you can find some place else to stay the rest of the time." I say as serious looking as possible.
"I know you are joking, and I know you forgive me. I see the the look in your eyes. You can't know me your whole life and expect me not to notice how you look when you are joking." She says. "Damn you are good" I say "I know" she says smirking. We get out of the pool and start heading home, only to realize we are in the backyard of the house we are staying in.
A/N: this was kinda crappy, sorry:( Oof so idk if I'll update tomorrow bc I gotta write more. I'm trying to be active but I also have schoo, sports, music and I have to stay healthy(lol okay try to) but I try.