Coincidentally

Not so chill evening

// Okay so this chapter might be a little shorter than normal, and it is gonna be pretty sad and emotional. I wanted this book to be all cliche and upbeat, but that is pretty un-realistic. This should be the really emotional chapter, but there might be others in the future.\\
-Emerson's POV-
Ethan led me to his room and shut the door. I could tell by the look in his eyes he was worried. I broke. I cried for what seemed like hours. Ethan came over to me to hug me and hold me. He tried making me feel better, but didn't know what was wrong so he couldn't.
It is just the two of us on his bed, in his room. I'm balling my eyes out on his shoulder. To try and calm me down he starts rocking us back and fourth. Eventually I calm down enough for him to talk to me and understand what I am saying.
"Hey, hey, Em, what's wrong?" He asked me. "I can't do it anymore Ethan." I state with tears on the rim of my lids, daring to fall out.
"Do what?" He asks not understanding my blunt but emotionally answers. "I can't take the hate." I say in one big huff. He leans back looking speechless. Oh yeah cause why on earth would anybody hate this little princess, right? I think sarcastically.
"Gina and I have gotten hated on for years. Whether it was at school or online it was just inevitable. I gotten used to and grew immune to it, something no one should have to do. It always effected me more than Gina, but she just has a strong mindset, like bricks. Over the years the hate wore down and they all gave up. Now, they all are back and meaner than ever. Wanna know why? Because Gina and I met you and Gray and became friends. Now all the fan girls in your fandom keep hating and threatening us acting as is we stole their mans'." I say with tears gushing down my face.
I hate crying in front of people. It makes me feel so vulnerable, so weak. I hate showing weakness. It gives your opponent an opportunity. It gives them an advantage. And right now, I'm feeling like this because I got overloads of hate for be-friending the Dolans. How can our world be so cruel?
"Em, I honestly don't know what to say. I do know is that we definitely do need to address the issue. It clearly is getting out of hand. I don't want anything to happen to you, or Gina for that matter." He says, clearly flabbergasted by what I just told him.
"Eth you don't understand. They will keep coming on at us. They will keep hating until Gina and I leave you guys alone. Maybe Gina and I should jus-" "Don't even finish that sentence Em. Gay and I love you two and have only known for a small amount of time. Meeting you two is the best thing that ever happened to me. It may have all been coincidental, but I would not trade it for the world." He says, then pulling me into a much needed embrace.
"Kill yourself" I mumble. "What? Why?" He asks. "Thats what they told Gina and I to do." His face suddenly softens. He now realizes how much this is effecting me.
"Ugly bitch." "Hoe" "All the mean and nasty things one can think of to lower someone else self-esteem." I said sniffling. "Emerson that is all terrible. Please, by all means, never listen to them. Okay?"
I nod my head and hug him again. Once I finish sobbing I look in the mirror and notice how wretched I looked. "Sorry." I say. "For what?" He asks me. "Look at me, I'm a mess and I just cried all over your shirt. I mean Gina is used to me looking like this but you and Gray will get nightmares." I say.
"No don't say that. You look beautiful no matter what. You have a gorgeous face, a beautiful soul and a stunning body. Don't ever talk negative about yourself okay?" He says. "Okay" I say smiling.
I walk down the hall with his arms wrapped around me, holding me. He made me feel so safe and loved. He put a smile back onto my face in about an hour, when normally it would have taken day for Gina to do that. I hope whoever he chooses, loves him as much as I do.
We walk into the living room to see Gina and Gray cuddling on the couch. "Is there something I missed" i ask to announce our presence. I then realize that Gina is asleep. I decide to wake her up gently so we can decide how to solve our issue.
We eventually all agree on a video. But with the twins being the little bitches they are, they won't post it until Tuesday. So the video will go up on Gina and I's channel before it goes up on theirs. But the twins agreed to make announcements about it on their social medias to get the word out there that hate won't be tolerated.
Gina and I went back home after filming with the twins. I felt relief and happy again. I know Gina did too by the way she was acting. Everything should be getting back to normal. That's the last thought before I finally doze off into sleep.
A/N: Sorry for a sad chapter:( Anyway, If you ever feel bad about yourself, please, I am begging you, please, talk to someone. I know it seems like it may not help that much, but a little relief is a good sign. If anyone ever wants to talk to me, I am here. I may not experience what you all do, but i can relate to problems and help.
-Mags