-Gina's POV-
We decided just to have another chill day today. I know, lame right? The twins needed to film leaving it be Em and I. It alright I guess. I love her to death but gosh she can be the biggest pain in the ass.
When we woke up it was too late for breakfast so we made ourselves lunch. We scrolled through our social medias.
I noticed on my twitter, I was receiving lots of comments about the twins. Some were kind and sweet but others were really hateful. I don't get offended easily, but seeing comments over and over again talking crap about you, you really start losing confidence.
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I'm not sure if Em was receiving any hate so I decided not to bring it up. But by the look on her face she must be receiving something. I knew we had to address the issue.
"You receiving hate too?" I asked her in a neutral tone because sympathy does nothing. "Yeah. I never knew people could be so hateful?" She said with tears threatening to escape her eyes. I felt bad for her, really. She can't take hate as well as I do, but she gets through it with my support.
Silence dawns upon us as we start to cry. I scoot over to her to comfort her, even though I'm crying to. We just sit there, on the floor, in our kitchen, crying for what seems like ages but really only a few minutes.
"I'll be right back" I say standing up from her grip. I grab my phone and jog to my room. "Please pick up. Pick up. Pick up." I say anxiously waiting for Gray to answer his phone. Unavailable I read on my phone screen. I call him about ten more times until giving up and calling E.
After about calling E for the tenth time and no answer I decide Em and I are going to their house and talking to them about this issue. I quickly rush to the spot where I left her. I find her curled in a ball, half asleep with her mascara running.
"Em, come on lets go. We are going to the twins right now." I said trying not to give her time to object. I grabbed her hand and immediately yanked her out the door. She was silent the whole three minute walk we took. I ring the doorbell, awaiting an answer. Finally Gray answers the door.
"What are you two doing here? I thought it was a chill day for you two?" He said with a confused expression on his face. "We need to talk to you and E. Now" I said trying to hint that this is urgent. "Okay, come on in." He said finally letting us in. "E the girls are here." Not long afterwards Ethan come trotting down the hall,acting as if everything is s'well. Oh, wait. Everything in his world is s'well right now.
"Okay I think this would be easier if Gray and I talk alone while Em talks alone with Ethan okay?" I say. They all nod and Eth and Em head to his room.
"Is everything alright?" He asked with concern. "No." I say trying to sound expressionless. He obviously saw through my expression and immediately pulled me in for a hug. I felt safe and secure. This hug was like none other. In the moment, I could only think about how much I love him, how he will never know and how we are just friends.
I burst out crying. I couldn't take it anymore. I can't keep holding it in. I can't be the strong one anymore. I can't stand being told the awful shit I was just told. I can't do it anymore. It was this moment I realized; I finally broke.
I need someone to hold me. I need someone to comfort me. I need someone to tell me they love me, and mean it. I need someone to protect me. I know who I want that person to be. Grayson Bailey Dolan. The definition of perfection in my eyes.
I want him to fix me. But I'll forever be broken, but I'm fine with that. As long as I'm with him, I'll be momentarily healed.
After what seemed like ages, I explained to Gray. I told him about the comments both Em and I have been receiving. I told him how it all finally got to me and how it got to her. He was so understanding of it. He knew we had to do something. We all decided to address the issue on twitter.
This all made me realize that if you have to stoop so low to make someone else feel bad, you must have other problems. If you need to hate on famous boys for having friends that are girls, or even girlfriends, then there is definitely something wrong with you.
A/N: Oooooo. I cried writing some of this :( I am gonna do Em's POV in the next chapter so y'all can know how their chat went. Get your tissue boxes ready:0
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Fiksi PenggemarGina and Emerson take a trip of a lifetime. What are the chances they'd meet youtubers; Grayson's and Ethan Dolan?
