Shadow Boy// Solby {wannabe sequel}

12~

Sam's pov
I'm a disappointment, I know. Taking my own life is a sick and selfish thing to do. I was born to be such a healthy and well off person. Some people don't get a choice. They get claimed by an illness and have no choice or slim chance for survival. This is fucking stupid, I know. But I love Colby. I just want to be beside him and with him forever. A life without him doesn't seem worth living. I could never love someone as much as I love him. And knowing I can never be with him would just torment me. I hope everyone will be ok. I don't think they'll miss me for long. They'll all move on. Find love, find something that makes them happy. I feel a hand on my shoulder. Brennen. "We love you Sam. We want you to be happy. I know what you're thinking and it's stupid. You're fucking crazy and selfish for doing this. But. I won't stop you. I know the pain. I feel it every day. But I know Kyra wants me to be happy. I don't want to lose someone else. But knowing that you two are happy toge-" Brennen's voice goes higher as he tries to hold back tears. He stops trying. He cries and cries. I hug him. "We'll watch over you Brennen. Stay strong,"

I walk to the edge and look down. Don't be a pussy Sam. I take a deep breath. It's just like bungee jumping without a cord. And I jump. It's nice at first. Gliding through the air. I feel free. The ground spirals beneath me. Just before I feel the impact, my world blacks out. I sit up at the bridge, beside my body. Brennen runs down crying and Elton is kneeling beside me. A hand reaches out to help me up. Colby.

The end