Shadow Boy// Solby {wannabe sequel}

11~

-A few days later-

Sams pov

Living is getting harder. I barely eat now. I sit around in my room crying or sleeping. Brennen and Elton are taking me out today. We are going to eat at some new diner. I'm not in the mood, but I know Colby would want me to go out. I stare at the man in the mirror. He is barely a man. He looks dead. Mentally he almost is. I change from the crinkled clothes I'm wearing into skinny jeans and one of Colby's  "take chances" hoodies. The last thing I do is put on his bracelets. I've had them for awhile. He stopped wearing them when he began cutting himself because it just hurt him too much. I love his room. It still smells of him in here. It probably seems weird but I just get the warm feeling of his presence and that's why I like it so much. Brennen comes in to check on me. Before we head out. We talk a little about normal things like normal people would do. I mean, I always wanted to be anything but normal, but this life I'm barely living I would much rather replace for a 'normal' one. I would work in a shitty office if it meant I could have Colby. 

-At the diner-

I pick at my food while chatting to Brennen and Elton. I'm in a decent mood somehow. I just want to be happy. I want to do it for Colby. After eating, Brennen takes me to the bridge. I don't know why he thought this would be a good idea. My somewhat good mood has vanished. This grim place just screams sadness. He thinks we could find Colby and Kyra here. No luck. An idea sparks to mind. I've wanted to do this for a long time now. Everyone is going to be disappointed in me. I'm not the Sam I thought I was. He'd never do this. But this one will. For Colby..

Ok ik this is short but I wanted to end it here. Im sick so appreciate what I've written, please and thankyou. Anywaysssss I hope you enjoyed and maybe leave a guess of what you think is going to happen in the comments :)))))