Shadow Boy// Solby {wannabe sequel}

10~

Sams pov
I just sit. Silently sobbing my heart out. What's the point anymore? What's the fucking point? I get up and throw my phone across the room in pure anger. Brennen comes in crying too. "I know buddy," He says between sobs. We hug each-other for awhile before I go to sleep. Brennen stays in my room and I stay in Colby's. A post-it-note from his wall falls on my forehead. Sam and Colby vs the world. I tear up. Now it's just Sam. Colby is gone. "Colby is fucking gone!"
Brennen runs in. He hugs me tight. Another post it note falls. Note to self. Sam's present is in my desk. I wriggle out of Brennen's grip and go to the desk. I find a book that has you are my world, Sam. Written on the front. I open it. It's a book full of photos and story times. Things we did together. Things that made us laugh, things that made us cry. It's all there. Every moment. In the back of the book I see a pouch. I see a list in it.
*Give Sam the best day he could have
*Take him somewhere special
*Propose
I pick up a box that was in the pouch. It has a ring inside with our initials on it. I cry. I cry a lot. I wish I could've experienced this moment with him. I wish I could've saved him.