Smol ↠ p.jm

- enough tears -

"I'm really gonna miss him" I soothed Yuri by rubbing her back.

Jungkook had just told her that they're leaving for tour.

"It's okay Yuri." I gave her a hug and let her cry in my arms.

"He told me so late. He should've told me earlier. He just told me now that I won't see him for a long time." She kept crying and sobbing and I felt so sad for her.

"Okay let me just get you some food and I'll be right back." I smiled before walking out the room and preparing something in the kitchen.

While I was preparing my mind hovered over a thought.

This might be the last time I see Jimin.
I haven't talked to Jimin ever since we broke up and him having tour would mean he wouldn't be able to be here for a while considering this isn't Korea. I'll have to move on with my life and he'd have to move on with his.

I sighed.

I'm over crying.

I boiled some water and cooked some ramen.

Then my phone buzzed.

방탄소년단
     I hope you're
gonna live well. I'll
miss you. I always will.
I hope you'll find your
happiness. I love you.

I dropped on the floor when I read the message.

I didn't need any confirmation whatsoever of who it was when I knew.

Reading this message brought me to tears once more. I hate crying. I really do but for once I needed to outlet all the pain inside me.

"I miss you." I whispered through my tears.

I really wanted to see him.

I can't even say goodbye.

No Si Ah don't talk to him he's caused enough damage.

But I love him.

Yeah but in the end all you had was a broken heart.

I hugged my legs.

Suddenly I realized that I left the stove cooking ramen.

So I pulled myself together standing up and went back to cooking my ramen.

I've cried enough tears.

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IM SOORRY I know I suddebly went into haitus out of nowhere heuheuehu I was quite busy the past days. I'm really sorry. *90 degree bow*