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👆 here is the song 👆

"I modeungeon uyeoni anya
Geunyang, geunyang naui neukkimeuro"

I stood, frozen as I got engulfed by the beautiful melody.

Serendipity...

Just like the occurrence of us meeting. Both not realizing that moment would change our lives.

"Eojjeomyeon ujuui seopri geunyang geuraessdeon geoya
You know, I know neoneun na, naneun neo"

He looked at me as his fingers glided across the guitar strings. I haven't held on to his gaze ever since we broke up.

I miss him...

Tears strarted rolling from both our eyes as the melody comforted us.

Everything just flashes before my eyes. Every tiny memory of us together. Every joy, every pain.

Suddenly he dropped his guitar and got the mic as he walked down the stage.

🎶 Just let me love you (let me, love, let me love you)
Just let me love you (let me, love, let me love you) 🎶

He walked towards me whilst I still stood there trapped by his hypnotizing eyes. The eyes of my first love.

🎶 Ujuga cheoeum saenggyeonasseul ttaebuteo modeun geon jeonghaejin geoyeosseo
Just let me love you (let me, love, let me love you) 🎶

Suddenly he stopped right before me.

We haven't been this close for a while now. His height which made him tower over me. He looked at me with such soft, loving eyes. As if it pleaded for something...

🎶 Let me love, let me love you
Let me love, let me love you 🎶

We both stood there.

He slowly put his mic down as he stared at me.

"I love you" He said and I stood there in an even more frozen state.

"I'm sorry Si Ah. I should've known better. Please-"

I didn't know what came over me.

"Jimin" He looked at me as with his eyes wife open. Waiting for something.

Waiting for something my body couldn't let me say.

"I don't love you anymore" As I said that my heart tore apart.

I got my things and ran out of the stadium without saying another word to anyone.

I just ran.

I was now outside the stadium, tears rolling down faster than they ever had.

My heart is aching.

My heart is aching as it screamed something totally different from what I said.

JIMIN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOY MORE THAN I THOUGHT I COULD. PLEASE HOLD ME TIGHT AND NEVER LET GO. THIS HURTS MORE THAN ANYTHING. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

My heart screamed.

I got a taxi and continued to cry all the way to the hotel.

My heart hurts so bad.

As soon as I arrived I stormed through the hotel and went to my room where I cried my heart out.

I sobbed and sobbed until I had nothing left.

I was completely drained and soon enough passed out.

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Oh shit things went and turned fasttt oof

I'm sorry for my sudden haitus. I wasn't feeling well. Eyyy its my B-Day month. Hehehe anyway more updates to come. This story is almost done