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   "Well he's downstairs!" Amariah says while pacing back and forth in my bedroom.

    "I don't care, he made a fool of me.. I don't want to see his face"

  "Ky I don't think vontae really cared about people calling you his groupie, he didn't care about what they think-"

   "So you knew people was calling me his groupie?"

   "I mean.. I knew but-" amariah says while sitting down on my bed.

   "If you knew then why wouldn't you tell me? We're suppose to be best friends" i cut her off

   "I didn't think it was that big of a deal, I only heard three random people say it in the cafeteria and when they said it, i approached them about it" she explains herself

   "And you didn't even think about telling me?"

  "Im sorry ky, I didn't know it was that big to tell you" she says.

  Bullshit. We tell each other everything. I can't believe her right now. So she knew about the rumor but didn't even try to tell me...

***
   "KYLA COME EAT!" My mom yells from the kitchen.
   Amariah left ten minutes ago to go hang out with her brother who just flew in town. Usually she would stay for dinner and I really wish she stayed this time because Vontae is still here.

   I walk downstairs in a gray fitted shirt with my adidas pants, ready to just eat and go back to my room.

    "Hey ky, you been locked up in your room all day" my mom says as i take a seat next to her and across from vontae.

   "Yea, a lot of homework" i lie

   "Ok well lets get started with the prayer." My mom adjust herself in her seat reaching for my hand so we could start the prayer.

    Vontae reaches for my hand but I just ignore him.
    "Ky don't be that way, get that boy hand" my mom chuckles

   I put my hand into his, regretting coming downstairs to eat dinner.

   We were almost down with the prayer then i felt his thumb rub across the palm of my hand. I take my hand from his quickly and look at him crazy.

   "Baby is everything ok?" My mom asks after she was down praying.

   "Im fine" i say a little harsh. Im just ready to go back to my room.

   We start to eat dinner quietly, but that had to be ruined by kendall.

"So how was y'all day today?" Kendall smirks at vontae.

"Could've been better" vontae says. I roll my eyes at his response.

"Akira wasn't nice to you today?" Kendall laughs.

"Nah man, shut up" vontae shifts his gaze to me and i look away quickly.

"What about you kyla, how was your day?" Kendall asks me. I wish he could die right now. Why is he so concern about our day?

"It was ok"

"Was it really?" Kendall squints his eyes at me.

"What are you trying to get at?" I ask getting loud.

"Nothing, just thought you would like to explain how you feel right now"
Great, he knows.

"Well I dont. So stop talking to me" i say while stabbing my fork into my fish.

    "Honey is everything fine?" My mother speaks up

   "Everything is great. Fantastic" i say sarcastically.

   "Leave Brandon in the past honey.."

   "This has nothing to do with Brandon!" I raise my voice unexpectedly.
 
  "So something is wrong?" She asks also raising her voice

  "Vontae do you know whats wrong with her?" Kendall smirks.

    He ignores his question and I laugh.

"Is something funny honey?" My mother asks.

  Yep. All of this is funny. Its how he had me looking stupid earlier today in Art class and its funny how i actually thought he was nice and caring. Well he fooled me.

    I get up from the table with my food and walk upstairs to my room. I turn on Netflix and began watching Supernatural, trying my best to ignore my thoughts.

   ****

   I wake up my a knock on my door. I groan as i get up to open it expecting to see my mothers face.
 
   "Hey" vontae says quietly looking down.
I close the door in his face but he opens it and walks in.

"Get out of my room now" i tell him calmly but he ignores me and sit down on my bed.

   "Kyla.. Im sorry, I know you're mad at me right now but I can explain, I been ignoring you because things been going on in my life and I needed time to be alone. I know it was wrong but I needed to calm down.. i been angry for the past two weeks and I thought it was best for me to stay away from you. Im starting to grow feelings for you that I can't control and I don't think thats good. For neither of us.. and akira, she-" i cut him off

  "Get.out."

   He stares at me for a minute then nod his head.

  "Im sorry, again" he whispers to me before he walks out.