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   Two weeks later and vontae is still ignoring me. I texted him, called him, and even snapped him, but still no response.

   At school he would also ignore me, I would even wave at him and he would just look at me and walk away.
   Do I miss him? Yes! I just need him to talk to me and explain to me what's going on.

   I walk into art class and see Akira talking to Vontae which made me roll my eyes. How could he go from hating someone to now always being around them.
   I take my seat next to Alexis and look over at her sketches that she been working on throughout the week, shes a really good artist. Though she's still annoying.

   "Ok class today we will be in groups of five for our new project, pick your partners for further instructions." The teacher says while walking into the supplies closet.

  "Hey bitches, I'm in your group" Treyvon takes a seat in-front of Alexis.

   "Ughh why are you always bothering us! Damn don't you have friends. Act like it" alexis roll her eyes

   "Shut your no booty having ass up.. im sick of your shit, I don't care what yo-" treyvon gets cut off.

   "He alexis can me and Vontae join your group." Akira asks. Why our group? She would usually go join Tiffany and Leia group, they  were all close friends.

"I dont care, but treyvon like I was saying..." then the rest of her sentence went blank to me because my mind was focused on Vontae.

   Vontae sat across from me and Akira sat next to him.
  He wouldn't even look at me, I feel neglected.. and it's really bothering me.

   "Kyla tell treyvon that he isn't wanted over here!!" alexis yells. I hate when they throw me into their arguments..

"Alexis just leave him alone.. let him be" i say quietly.

"Ky whats wrong? Why are you not talking today?" Treyvon asks
"Usually you'll be laughing or jumping into our arguments" he continues

I shake my head and prepare myself for the project by sharpening my sketch pencils.

"Vontae babe.. isn't this cutteee?" Akira asks while smiling up at him.
Babe? Wow.

"It's cool" he responds dryly.

"Yall date?" Treyvon and alexis asks at the same time.

"Yup. He came running back to me, i knew he couldn't go without me" akira laughed

I walked away. Everything shes saying is just making me mad.. I don't even know why she came to my table and asked to be in my group.

And vontae, first he wants to ignore me, now he's dating someone, his EX who cheated on him.. I shouldn't be jealous but I am. I like him and I should be the one calling him babe, I should be the one under him giving him hugs and kisses! Not her!!
Kyla chill... I need to chill.

   I walk back over to the table and take my seat.

  "Kyla your the instructor in the group.. we already decided" treyvon tells me as I sit down.

   "Wheres the instructions?" I ask

   Alexis reach them to me and I start reading the paper. I read them their instructions and we get started with the project.

  30 minutes later.. i was nearly done I just needed Vontae piece to connect to my piece. The project was like a puzzle that we had to draw out. When everyone is done with their drawings then we put the pieces together.

   "Vontae can I see your piece?" I ask nicely.

  "For what?" Akira asks
    Here we go..

  "I need his piece to be connected to mine.."

  "You could wait til he's done." She said with a attitude

  "No I cant, if I could then I would've never asked for it" i said to her with just as much attitude she gave me.

   "Vontae control your groupies.." akira laughed

  "Akira chill" vontae laughed loudly.

     Oh he think this is funny? What the fuck is actually going on?!

  "You think thats funny?" I asked him with full anger in my eyes
   "Im your groupie? Thats what you let people think?" I continued
 
   He totally ignored me and that pissed me off even more. I wanted to cry. Not because im sad but because of how mad I am. But I wasn't about to cry infront of none of these bitches.

    Treyvon, Alexis, Vontae, and definitely Akira could all go and die for all I care. Fuck them and this project. That's how I feel right now. I know Treyvon is enjoying this argument because of the look on his face, so fuck him. And Alexis, I know after we leave class she will be telling the whole damn school how Im vontaes groupie, so fuck her. And vontae and Akira could go fuck each other for all I care.

    "So your going to ignore me?" I ask getting louder

   "Hun he doesn't have nothing to say to you.. we all know you like vontae but he doesn't like you so just move the fuck on! Groupie." Akira says while laughing

   I looked at vontae and he continued to sketch on his paper.

   "Vontae.." i say quietly

  "Oh my god.. are you delusional?! Let me break it down for you.. he. Doesn't. Like. You... i see why people make fun of you because your pathetic and-"

  "Akira thats enough! Just leave her alone" vontae speaks up.

  "No no.. shes right, you had people thinking I was obsessed with you or I was your groupie! Why? Was it for entertainment? You thought this would be funny?" I could feel my eyes get teary.. I wanted to punch him in the face so badly. 

   "Ky.. I-im sorry" he says

  Is he fucking serious! So this was all a joke? Him becoming friends with me was all just an act. And to say that I almost started liking him.

  "Fuck you.."  i got my backpack and walked out of class.

   "Kyla!.. Kyla!! Wait" i could hear vontae yelling my name from behind me.

   Kyla dont cry. Kyla dont cry. Kyla dont cry. Just keep walking. Dont stop.

   I couldn't help the tears from falling down I was so upset, so angry.
  
   I could hear him running to me. So i speed up my pace.

   Then suddenly he grabs both of my arms to stop me from walking and then he turns me around to face him. His grip is very tight that it starts to hurt a little.

   "Let me go"

   "Im sorry.. I can explain everything , please stop crying"

   "Leave me alone.. im just your groupie, a little fan of yours remember?"

   "No you know you mean more to me-" i cut him off but releasing myself from his grip.

  "Just leave me alone.. please" i walk away leaving him in the hall by himself.

   What was I thinking.. No wonder why he was so nice to me, it was all a joke.

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