Growing up. (Sequel to 'Growing together') - Hunger Games Fanfiction.

Chapter Eleven - Reality.

Chapter Eleven – Reality.

*Sexual scenes in this chapter*

*Peeta’s POV*

“K-Katniss.” I stutter, sitting up slightly as Katniss straddles me, slowly popping the buttons on my shirt.
“What babe?” She says, kissing down my jawline seductively and grinding her hips roughly against mine.
“I’m aware that this happened in your dream, but it’s not going to be the same. Like- I mean I’m still a virgin. I have no experience, and neither do you. I just don’t want it to be a disappointment at all.” I mutter, looking into her grey eyes as she smiles down at me.
“Peeta, I’m as much a virgin as you are, so you have nothing to worry about. I want to further this relationship by allowing you into my entire world. I want you to be forever a part of me. I want to be closer with you than I am with anyone else.” She says, kissing my lips lightly. “But if you’re not ready for this, and it makes you uncomfortable, then we don’t need to do this right now. We can wait if you’d like?” She says, fluttering her eyelids so they her eyes were wide and looking at me. The look she’d given me seemed almost desperate. Don’t get me wrong. I wanted to be intimate with Katniss, I did. But it just seemed to be rushed. I felt like she was in love with dream Peeta, and not real Peeta anymore.
“Tell me what you’re thinking.” She demands, climbing off of my lap and pushing my head back against the pillow, pulling both her arms and legs to drape around my sides and hold me in an embrace. “I’m serious, Peeta. When you look off into the distance and stare like that it scares me. What’s wrong?” She says, giving me a small peck on the cheek for reassurance. This is Katniss, you can tell her anything. I think to myself as I look back down at her smiling face.
“Well, I don’t know. This just makes me feel like you’re so blinded by dream Peeta, that the novelty of the real one has kind of worn off.” I say confidently, that is until I see the hurt and slightly angry expression on that once happy face.
“Are you kidding me? You think I don’t love you! Peeta. I love you so much It hurts! I thought that after you got hijacked I would never see you again, never get to do everything I kept back of my mind with you, never even kiss you again! And now I have you back whole and complete you’re doubting that?” She yells, jumping up off of the bed and placing her hands on her head as she walks around the room. “You also thought I was dead, so didn’t you feel somewhere in your mind that you’d missed out on the best of what we had to offer?” She yells again, this time making me jump from the bed and walk over to her.
“Of course I did! I basically went insane at the thought of not being able to touch those lips again Katniss! You were and still are everything to me, but since you’d had that dream, it’s almost like you don’t want it to be us, you just want what you missed with him back, Katniss!” I retort. This discussion soon turned into a full-blown argument within a few moments. The bottom line was that we’d missed eachother, and didn’t really know how to show it.

“This is our second night together and we’re already fighting!” I shout at her, instantly regretting it as I see tears spill over her eyes.
“I need to get out. Go for a walk, something, something far away from you!” She shouts back at me, wiping the tears away and pulling on her boots and coat and starting to head toward the door.
“Katniss! It’s dark, please don’t go. I’m sorry for shouting at you, and everything for that matter.” I say, looking down at her with my own tear stained cheeks.
“Peeta, I said I need to be alone. I will be fine.” She finishes before she kisses my cheek lightly and begins to walk out the door.

I’m such an idiot.

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*Katniss’ POV*

I send yet another arrow into the tree trunk of the oak tree in the middle of the forest. My blood is still racing from the fight with Peeta, which was of course all my fault. I knew he wasn’t ready for sex, yet I still tried to force it upon him. Although what he said about dream Peeta is totally wrong. I would still take myself and Peeta fighting every night for the rest of my life then go back to dream Peeta, because he wasn’t real, this was and I needed to apologise.

I sigh, sending the last arrow into the tree before pulling them all out and putting them back in the bag which had been specially made to hold arrows. The fire I had made moments ago was still ablaze  just outside the small hut which had been created for when people hunt. The hut was completely empty apart from a wooden bench and a few blankets to keep people warm in the coldest of winter. I hear twigs snap outside of the hut, instantly thinking it’s a bear hunting in the darkness of night I pull out my arrows again put my bow at the ready. When the creature comes toward the hut (and fire) I release the arrow near the outline of the creature, making it squeal slightly and flail it’s arms back.
“Jesus Katniss. I came here to apologise, but I guess you don’t want to hear it.” Peeta says. You can practically hear the smirk in his voice.
“Well, maybe next time you should maybe not look and sound like a bear which do go through this forest you know? You could have been killed.” I say, pulling him out of the hut and to sit down next to the fire.
“and not just by my girlfriend?” he says, smiling down at me.
“Shut up.” I say, slapping his arm.
“Seriously, I am sorry for what I said. I know you love me. It’s just the idea of doing something so intimate kind of scares me.” He says, blushing slightly under the moonlight. I smile, bringing out one of the blankets and laying it out on the floor for us both to lay down on and look up to the stars. 
“I know, I’m sorry I tried to pressure you.” I say, kissing his lips and looking back to the sky.
“But when I thought about it more, I just realised how much I love you, and if this is what you want, who am I to question it?” He says, moving his face infront of mine as a smile finds its way onto my face.
“Are you sure?” I ask, kissing his nose lightly.
“Yes.” He says. I latch my lips to his and kiss him repeatedly and move him into a laying position while I straddle him.
“Don’t you want to wait until we get home?” He asks laughing.
“Nope, plus this is kind of romantic don’t you think?” I reply, kissing him once again. He simply smiles and nods before ripping our lips apart once again.
“My leg, just kind of stops without the fake one on, so it’s pretty revolting…” He starts, but I kiss him to stop the words.
“I don’t care if you’re missing one leg, Peeta. Just make love to me.” I say, he smiles and kisses me again, rolling me over so I was on the bottom.

He pulls my top over my head and kisses my bare shoulders lightly.
“I love you so much Katniss.” He says, moving his arm behind my back to unclasp my bra. I smile and allow him to move the garment off of my shoulders. He looks at my bare breasts for a few seconds before I strip him from his shirt, kissing down his toned torso and undoing his belt. I pop the buttons on his trousers and pull them down his legs using my feet as our tongues move against eachothers.

We remove the remainder of eachother’s clothing before just laying in awe of the other. My eyes move down Peeta’s body as his eyes move down my own, a blush creeping on both of our cheeks.
“You ready?” He asks me. I nod and allow him to enter me. At first, the pain is intense as he pushes his size into me, slowly. My hands grip his toned back which is bound to have marks by tomorrow.
“Do you want me to stop?” He asks, starting to pull out.
“No!” I shout. “Please, Peeta. I need to feel you.” I say. He nods and pushes into me again, making me yelp slightly. Soon enough, I adjust to him and we’re both moaning the other’s name as our surroundings are made oblivious to us. When we both climax, we hold eachother until daybreak, when we re-dress and walk up to our house, going back to bed and just holding eachother.

I smile to myself as I think of Peeta as he snores lightly in his sleep. This is it, here with Peeta, this is my little world, this is where I know I want to me.

This is home.

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That was quite long actually, woah. xD

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