Tom Holland || Imagines

She isn't you || Tom Holland

A/N: NO HATE TO TOMDAYA!!! I LITERALLY LOVE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH BUT I JUST HAD THIS IDEA FOR SO LONG.

THIRD POV:

"Yo Harrison!" Y/n called out, "Can you call Tom? He was meant to be here like half an hour ago."

"Sure, last I checked, he had to go pick Z up." Harrison popped his head out from inside the house.

He was hosting a pool party to celebrate y/n's new feature film role, and Tom, their best friend, was late. Y/n groaned softly, she never liked Zendaya and Tom together, they were amazing people but, ever since Tom started dating her, he stopped hanging out with her and Harrison even more. First he began missing small, group hangouts then it became family gatherings and then even birthdays! Zendaya was her best friend and she loved her so she had to support their relationship. Of course, it didn't help that y/n had been in love with Tom for the past three years, maybe even longer, she had been pushing her feelings aside for years, scared that it'll ruin their friendship if he ever found out her true feelings for him.

Just then, the door unlocked and Tom ran into the house, dragging Z along by her hand. He stopped by the kitchen, grabbing a quick drink and greeting Harrison before taking off to the backyard, leaving Zendaya and Harrison to talk. Tom stepped outside into the summer sun sighing as the warmth hit his face.

"Hey stranger." Y/n said to him, closing the book she was reading.
Tom snapped his head to her, a large smile spreading across his face before slowly walking over to her.

"Hey! Congrats!" She stood up as he enveloped her in a enormous hug.

They stood there swaying from side to side in each other's arms. Zendaya, from the kitchen, could see the whole thing, and a wave of jealousy washed over her. Just as y/n and Tom parted from each other, Zendaya came outside.

"Tommy, babe?" She called to him. Y/n could see Tom's face light up when he heard her voice, making her heart drop.

"Yes sweetheart?"

"Come help me with this."

He quickly walked over to her, leaving y/n alone. She sighed making her way inside to where Harrison was preparing a couple of trays of snacks. He looked up and noticed her solemn expression.

"Hey! What's wrong?" Harrison followed her line of sight to where Tom and Zendaya were happily cuddled up on one of the foldable beach chairs. Harrison sighed. He was the only one who knew about her feelings towards Tom. "You can't keep doing this to yourself Y/n, just tell him!"

Y/n snapped her head to Harrison eyes wide with shock.

"Tell him? That's the last thing I want to do!" Y/n sighed.

"I promise you he feels the same way about you! He might just not know it yet." Harrison said softly, his bright blue eyes looking into mine. Goddamit, why can't I just be in love with him? But no! I have to fall for the one who's already fucking taken!
Y/n huffed, crossing her arms, eyes locked on Tom and Zendaya. They looked so happy together, what kind of person would want to ruin a relationship like that? Her breath hitched when Tom made eye contact with her, giving her a bright smile which quickly turned into a frown when he noticed her distressed look.

Shit. Y/n quickly looked away, turning to face the opposite direction. She heard his feet pad over to her before placing a soft hand on her and, gaining her attention.
"Can we talk?" Those three fucking words made her heart pummel in her chest. She slowly nodded her head and followed him down the hall and into Harrison's room. She made her way over to the bed and sat down on the edge while Tom shut the door behind him.

There was silence in the room for a long period of time before Tom spoke up.
"What's going on with you?" Y/n felt her eyes water the moment he spoke.
"I-it's nothing Tom."

"It obviously isn't! You're fucking crying."
Y/n flinched at his harsh words.
"Sorry," he sighed, "I didn't mean it like that."

Y/n's mind was so fuzzy she began to feel lightheaded, the adrenaline finally taking over her body, well it's now or never. She took a deep breath before speaking.
"I love you."

Silence

Complete silence once again, the two friends just stood , staring at each other.

"W-what?" Tom said in disbelief. Y/n felt tears slip out of her eyes and rush down her cheeks.

Y/n sighed. "I. Love. You." She repeated. Her heart shattered when there was another period of silence. She stared into Tom's eyes, trying to read his face but she could see nothing but shock. She wiped the tears away and sighed once again, getting up to leave, but when she opened the door, Tom quickly shut it and, in one swift motion, pressed her against the door and kissed her. Y/n stood there, non-responsive for a moment before melting into his touch. Their lips moved in sync, hands roaming each other's body.

They finally pulled away for air, looking into each other's eyes. Y/n quickly stepped away from Tom, remembering that he had a girlfriend that she at least thought he loved.

"What?" He reached out to her.

"This isn't right," Y/n shook her head, "You have a girlfriend Tom." 

Tom cursed as he wiped a hand over his face before running it through his hair.

"I have to break up with her." He mumbled.

Y/n's eyes widened with shock

"What? W-why?" She asked in disbelief. Tom her an 'are you serious?' look, yet she still didn't quite get it.

"If it wasn't obvious already, I love you too."

"You do?" Tom nodded in response. "But what about Zendaya." Y/n groaned, "This is going to kill her!"
Tom rushed over to her, hugging her again.
"No it won't, she doesn't love me," Y/n looked up at him, he didn't look upset at all.

"But I thought you loved her?"

"No, I liked her, I liked her a lot, but,"

"But what?"

Tom looked down at her, a soft smile playing on his lips.

"She isn't you."