Arrows and Lollipops

Balls

Jennie's POV

"Can you stop pouting like that Kim Jennie? I swear your lips will fall off any minute if you keep that antics of yours," I heard Jisoo unnie stated and I unwillingly stomped my feet in frustration about to cry as I head straight to my room but she laughed at my reaction.

It's been two days and I haven't gotten my GUCCI back.

Well, how am I suppose to get it back when I don't even know how to reach him. My only hope was if Jimin sunbae would be kind enough to remind Taehyung about it after Jimin sunbae visited Chaeyoung when she was sick. Which reminds me, we never knew Chaeyoung's and Jimin's family were close.

You can't expect me to go around asking for his number because I'll end up looking someone desperate for attention.

I should have asked when Jimin sunbae was here. But then he was too focused on attending Chaeyoung and we were shocked about it, it slipped my mind.

Besides, Kim Taehyung isn't just a rookie idol like me but a world-famous one.

If someone finds out that I was even asking about him, I might end up being on gossip magazines and YG Sajangnim might kill me for that. Blackpink is still in a dating ban and even if we aren't, it's not like it's easy to be associated with some famous idol. It's like you and him against the world.

Also, I've had enough drama even from my trainee days, I don't wanna experience another.

It was when I did a featuring for GD sunbae that I was swept up with bullying rumors. I cried for weeks and the girls kept on consoling me. I'm just so thankful it was properly dealt with and I have a lot of friends who were there to make me feel better.

My mom was so worried and she asked me if I wanted to continue being an idol and I said yes. I've trained so hard for this and I know I'd probably face a few more scandals and challenges but who cares? I should know myself better than anyone else.

But then again sometimes, there are things about your own self that you yourself is unaware of and only the closest towards you notices.

And then I was startled when I heard my phone beep.

A long sigh escaped my lips. It's probably one of my friends, or maybe Nayeon. We agreed to hang out one of these days. I should be happy but the image of my cap keeps flashing in my mind that I always end up getting in low spirits.

With little interest, I slowly reached for my phone that was resting on my bedside table, not even bothering to move from being sprawled on my soft bed. And soon as I opened the message, my eyes widened and I felt the rush of adrenaline eating me alive.

Unknown: Hey GUCCI :)

Immediately, my body bolted up from my bed, sitting with my legs crossed, my hands immediately tapping to type a response.

Me: Please tell me you did not do anything bad to my baby, I'm begging you.

I was already able to hit send when I remember that I did not bother speaking to him formally.

Me: I mean, can I have my cap back, sunbae?

I bite my lower lip. Anyone can see through my poor attempt into trying not to be too disrespectful but hey, I had been too anxious for two days. The last thing I could do is to spare him from my wrath because honestly speaking, I had never in my life wanted to hate someone until now.

So what if he looks handsome as fuck?

It will be too petty of me if I'd say I'm acting like these just because it was GUCCI, I was anxious because it has sentimental value, a gift that I cherish among all of my possession. But I don't need to tell him that because he probably won't understand anyway.