Arrows and Lollipops

Sleep

Jennie's POV

"Are you sure nothing is wrong Jennie? You have been spacing out lately after Bangtan last came here in our dorm," Jisoo unnie asked as we were having our breakfast.

"Just a little tired unnie," I told her and I tried to brush off the knowing smirk showing on Lisa's face while Chaeyoung seemed a little pre-occupied as well.

It has been two days since the night when Taehyung, Jimin, and Yoongi oppa came, but I am still restless. The kiss that we shared still lingers on my mind.

After the kiss, Kim Taehyung started stuttering and words seem to stick in my throat too. We actually ended up not talking with each other after.

I jumped a few feet away from him and he does the same.

The atmosphere was weird and we were both silent, shocked about what just happened.

Nobody dared to speak. And all can be heard is the loud beating of my heart. Well, at least for me.

Silence.

It was after an hour that he suddenly spoke.

"Don't you wanna sleep?" he asked, his face flushed the same way as mine and I started rambling.

"Yeah, ah, I mean, okay," I answered before slowly moving as I situate myself properly on my bed - laying on the left side, a little farther away from where he was seated.

My eyes wandered at him, cheeks blushing and the awkwardness still floating within the atmosphere.

It was your fault, Jennie. Why the fuck do you have to kiss him?!

I wanted to mentally scold myself for my actions. And I wanted to scold myself even more because I am confused as to why I did it in the first place.

Kim Taehyung is my senior, a friend of my best friend's boyfriend. And more importantly, I see him as both my friend and enemy. Not quite sure how that is possible but that's how it is.

I see him in so many ways even I am starting to question myself.

My eyes caught the uncomfortable position he was in and I suddenly felt bad. I knew for a fact that he was here with me because he's scared of what I will do to his friend and I know he's almost sacrificing himself so the two can talk.

"You, do you wanna sleep with me?" I asked and the moment I saw his eyes widened, my brows furrowed at his reaction. The slow movement of his Adam's apple didn't get passed through my eyes.

And that's when I realized how the words I just mumbled really sounded.

"No! Not like that!" I told him as I try to desperately wave my hands in denial. "I mean, do you wanna lay down on the bed while you wait or something," I tried explaining but I was so sure my cheeks were already burning red in embarrassment.

Oh God, Jennie. You really are so so stupid.

"Oh," he exclaimed, cheeks also burning red and I'm just so glad I'm not alone on this dilemma I'm currently in deep shit with, "Yeah, I mean, of course. I want to sleep with you," he stuttered and both our eyes widened at his word. "Fuck, I mean, no. Not just sleeping, oh shit!"

Soft chuckles escaped my lips as I watch his bewildered state.

"I get it, GUCCI," I cut him off before we ended up being in an entirely even more chaotic conversations.

A long sigh escaped his lips.

My body stiffened a little when I felt him sit on the right side of my bed, gently tucking in his lower body as his back rested on my headboard. So now, he was sitting on my right while I lay down on his left.