Arrows and Lollipops

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Some may think this scene or Jennie's reaction is over the top but if it was me, I will be fuming in anger. I hate being touched by other people, even in both favorable and unfavorable circumstances.

I'm not sure if you guys feel the same but anyway, that's how I feel.

When I was younger, I don't like being hugged by other people, whether be a friend, the same sex, or not. I just hate the feeling. If someone suddenly hugs me from behind, my hands automatically act and hit the person even before I see their face.

But it's something that has changed over time and I'm no longer sensitive to it. In fact, I can easily hug someone, well, as long as I like to do it.

Personally, I just believe that touch is a very powerful tool, and it may bring out different emotions to oneself.

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Jennie's POV

"Come here, Kim Taehyung. I'm going to split your head into two," I told him the moment I came out of my room. The guys were in a panic and my eyes saw how Kim Taehyung's face paled in horror.

I no longer care who he is or if I'm going to be in trouble for what I am about to do.

The fact that he touched my chest makes me lose my shit and if I wasn't fuming in anger right now, I might go locked myself in my room and cry. I know it was an accident and I know he wouldn't do it intentionally. But it's my body and it's normal for a human being too uncomfortable if touched unwantedly, whether due to accident or any other circumstance.

A negative touch.

And I am sensitive to that.

Did you ever have a time when you feel like everything is unfair that no matter what you do, you're still the one who lost?

That's what I'm feeling.

It's unfair that he was able to touch me like that but I can't do anything about it.

I know that even though I might hurt him physically, my insides felt I was what, violated? I'm not sure if that's the right term but it's not a positive feeling. And I'm feeling so helpless.

He didn't mean it, and he's not that kind of person - I know but it's me. It's a personal feeling, like a grudge I can't take away from myself.

I am just so mad right now. Not with him but with what happened and I hate myself for not being careful.

With all the anger within me, I found myself running around the room while I chase Kim Taehyung who was screaming for help.

Too bad, no one's gonna help you right now.

"Yah, Jimin, do something!" I heard Chaeyoung screaming but I don't care. My mind has blacked out.

"Yah, Jennie, wait! Oh my God!" My eyes saw Jin oppa trying to block my way but I just pushed him.

"I will kill you Kim Taehyung!!!!!" I growled in anger.

I have never been this mad my life. From the corner of my eyes, I saw Hobi oppa hiding behind Jungkook who was laughing his ass off.

Do they think it's funny?

"Yah, Jennie, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that!" Taehyung screamed in panic while I still chase him. My eyes locked into his and he turned into the table, our eyes meeting.

I stopped running and he did the same.

He was looking at me helplessly, his eyes bore into mine.