Dead or Alive {{Lams Fanfic}}

Chapter One- Denial

Alex's POV

I started crying right when I pushed him out. He couldn't live on his own I needed to be there for him. I opened the door to see if he was there and he was gone. I started crying more. I loved Jacki so much I couldn't deal with it. I was in denial he was gone I grabbed my pistol and ran out when I saw Jacki I was about to walk up to him when I heard him talking to someone that I couldn't understand I looked over and saw a zombie. I gasped and ran away knowing he seemed happy talking to it. I walked back to the place seeing Laf and Mulligan with their bags they threw me the bag John had packed and I held back more tears, "Let's go." Mulligan said and we started running. I looked to the forest where John was and he was gone. I sighed and continued to run until we made it to a small stone house. Lafayette opened the door and we ran inside. We then started setting up our new house. I went into a small room which was mine and started crying. My Jacki would be gone forever but I was in denial I wanted to go back to normal. We lost people before so why was now different. Just because it was John.... I couldn't deal with it. For the next weeks I would stay in my room and not come out I would say I was working on business but I was just busy crying I told them I was fine and normal. But I wasn't I wouldn't go outside to face zombies for the fact he could be there trying to kill me like the rest until Lafayette dragged me out, "Hamilton you need to come to terms that he is gone!" Lafayette yelled, "No he's not he is in there somewhere!" I yelled back. Lafayette sighed and opened the door with zombies waiting outside, "we need to start killing them come on!" I sighed and grabbed the pistol shooting each zombie one by one before I saw John in the mist of them I gasped he was almost full zombie. I couldn't believe it Laf then tried shooting him and a zombie pushed him aside and knocked him down so neither got shot. I gasped and shot everyone else besides those two. Maria helped John up who still had some soul in his eyes he looked over to me, "L-Lexi?" He asked his voice was raspy and hard to understand. The female zombie said something to him and then they ran off. I was left in shock and disbelief my Jacki couldn't possibly be zombie yet it was only a day. I stared at the bodies and then started crying again. I couldn't deal with it. I was in so much disbelief. I ran in the direction they went when I heard John talking yet it was raspy, "I love..." Was all I could hear. Was he cheating on me with a Zombie?! This just made me feel worse I ran inside and cried more Lafayette comforted me coming to terms it was a bad idea to send out to kill Zombies.

John's Pov

"I love him." I said to Maria as we walked. She looked towards the building, "They threw you out though. Wouldn't that make you sad?" I shrugged, "It did but now because of you I get to be with him again!" I smiled as I started to loose emotion of sadness, "When will you have the potion done?" I asked soon after that, "Oh soon. It's almost finished. We walked into her house and she grabbed two bottles and set them out before dropping a leaf into the unfinished potion, "There is enough for both of us!" She said happily before mixing the potion and it turned a green color. She filled the two bottles up and set them down, "They aren't finished yet they have to sit out." I nodded feeling slightly sad I wouldn't see him normally yet, "When will it be finished?" I asked. Maria sighed, "Couple months. You will soon loose emotions and slowly loose memories. But before you loose all of them the potion should be done I will give it to you when that happens just stay in here because people could kill you and I'd want anything but that." She said. I nodded, "Okay. That's fine by me." I replied with a smile. I stared at the bandages on my arm they looked so... destroyed. The skin falling off and all the blood I felt nothing. Pain didn't exist and neither did infections because technically I was dead, "Hey Do you have soap and antibiotic ointment I want to treat my wound so when I'm back to life it's not infected. Maria nodded, "Yep! This was my hideout when I was Human. So i can treat it for you sense there i some soap left here I almost ran out." She said and put on gloves and took off my bandages she treated the wound and smiled, "There you should be fine now." She said, "Thanks Maria! It means a lot to me." I replied.

Alex's POV

Hercules was comforting me. Saying it would be alright. But I was in so much denial I heard John say I love to a female. Was he lying about being gay and mine? I couldn't believe it. No that was crazy... wasn't it? I couldn't go out there to see if my accusations were correct I would die by zombie attack because that female and him could kill me. I sobbed louder as I thought of the possibilities and tried to push them back,  But they kept coming rushing in my brain and wouldn't back out. I looked back to Hercules, "Mulligan p-please leave." I said quietly to him. He nodded and left leaving me to cry by myself and be drowned in thoughts.

To Be Continued

Word Count: 1021

A/N I'm Going to be writing these stories' chapters from 800 to 2000+ Words per chapter