Dead or Alive {{Lams Fanfic}}

Chapter Seven- Flashbacks

A/N: This is going to be multiple short flashbacks

2018 Flashback, New York

John's POV

Alexander Hamilton was insane. He keeps saying a zombie apocolypse will happen. It's so weird and wrong. I mean, it is beliveable considering science and technology but,I don't want to believe it. He is taking me to a forest a couple cities away to teach me how to use a gun. We were going to be staying at a hotel while there. Thomas, my boyfriend didn't trust him so went along too. He watched Alexander at all times like he was suspicious. One day he didn't show up while we were practicing, "Hamilton, where is Tommy?" I asked, "He went home after I told him that it would be fine and he doesn't have to worry." I nodded. Though, the more we hung out the more I started to develop feelings for him. This was wrong! We couldn't fall in love we were only friends and most of all I had a boyfriend. I was also pretty sure Alex was straight. One day, I slipped up and called him Alex, "Hey Alex, how do you aim the gun?" He looked at me angered, "Only people I love can call me Alex!" He yelled. I felt slightly hurt that he snapped at me but stuck it up and said, "Sorry Hamilton." before he helped me aim. I was so in love with him by the time we went home I didn't know what to do and more importantly how would I tell Thomas?

December 2019, France

Alex's POV

I was right about everything! We moved to France because words of zombies in Canada sprung up. I brought about a thousand people with George Washington there by my side. But, around fifty have already died. George Washington told me and Jefferson we have to get along more so put us on the same shift. I haven't talked to him in forever not since John and I worked on shooting, "Hey Jefferson." I said walking up to him as we took our shift, "Hey." He said coldly, "How's Laurens?" He looked at me seeming angered, "We broke up. He fell in love with someone else. I'm dating Lafayette now." He said, "Oh. Sorry to hear that." I said trying to be nice. He sighed as he shot zombies. That's when one zombie ran towards him and grabbed him. I of course took notice and tried to shoot the zombie missing each shot. Once he was bit, I didn't know what to do so I shot him in the face. He died instanly and I felt my color drain from my body, I just shot him. I shot the rest of the zombies and ran inside, "Washington! Jefferson died! He got torn by zombies!" I lied. He looked devastated as he looked to the microphone that connected to every room so that everyone could hear. He had this so that he could say when deaths happened and who had died, "I am sad to inform you that Thomas Jefferson has died today. May he live a happier life in the afterlife in where he may be doesn't matter but may he rest in peace." He spoke into the microphone. I heard distant bawling from another room. It was Lafayette.

2018, New York Warning Contains
Triggers- Self Harm, Rape, Depression

John's POV

"T-Tommy...?" I asked. Thomas looked to me and smirked, "Yes Kitten?" He moved towards me and bit his arms around my waist, "We need to talk.... I-I-" He cut me off, "You better not have done anything bad. You know what happens when you do something bad." He growled, "I fell in love with someone else!" I yelled fast. He growled and pushed me against the wall, "You are MINE. I don't want you to be with anyone else." He growled, "Thomas I-I...I" i tried, when he started biting my neck, "Thomas I-I Don't want to please!" He only growled, "You need to know you are mine and only mine!" He snapped, "Thomas no! I Don't want to stop it!" I yelled trying to get someone to hear but nobody came... the next weeks I was depressed I locked myself in my room and didn't come out. I began cutting myself until Alexander found me. He demanded to see me and found me on the ground crying my eyes out blood all over the floor, "Hamilton.... I-I can explain....!" I said loudly trying to cover my cuts, "Laurens what happened!" He yelled I thought he was mad at me and the tears flowed down my face more, "Jo- Laurens i am not mad just, please tell me what happened." I sniffled, "T-Thomas Raped me..." I saw his eyes fill with anger, "He did what?!" He yelled. I got slightly scared, "I told him I fell in love with another person and he r-raped me..." I said. He held my hand lightly causing me to blush, "He could go to jail for this you know..." he said, "Please Don't send him to jail... he just- just- wanted to prove I was his." He held my hand tighter causing me to blush more, "Don't Be like this let me get justice for this." He begged. I shook my head. Why was I like this? He deserved it.... but why didn't I want him to go to jail. I'm a such a terrible person...

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