Blog by Me ---> Ryan

part seis

Yes that is how you spell seis.  hahah. I find it odd that I don't take Spanish yet I'm doing these in pl Spanish and my fish is named Pablo.

   Anyways. I'm here to tell you about a status on Facebook I saw. it went something like "we all have that one ex we would take back in a heartbeat, no matter how much pain they've caused."

    CAN I GET AN AMEN? like really. This girl needs to be like given money or something I feel like this statement is so true. Why can't people just move in after their ex? its a tough question but I think I have the answer. 

   Most of us date someone because we're in love with them. and when they/you break up, a part of them is still with you. (just imagine if you actually kept a physical piece of their heart with you on a necklace or something and every time you broke up another piece was added... then you'd see whose broken/been broke the most.. omg why doesn't this happen?) this part is still with you and depending on the reason for the break up, you would honestly take them back in a heartbeat. I know I have that one ex.

    she is possibly reading this right now. *inserts embarrassed face* & honest to baby jeebus, I still love her. A whole lot in fact. we made one foolish mistake back when and never were able to recover from it. but that mistake makes us who we are today and if I had the chance to go back and change it would I? nope. not for a million dollars. (not because it would create a ripple effect and the whole universe would be effected butttt...)

  distance doesn't help either.. living about an hour away (yes I know it's not that far) sucks. and the fact that I'm not sure how she feels does too. and because she has someone else. *inserts blank face* blank face describes my emotions right now because I don't know what to feel. but yeah. that's it about this ex.

    OH MY GOSH I forgot to put the time I started this. darn.

   anyway I have been cleaning and whatnot today for the river that I'm super excited to go to tomorrow *inserts ecstatic happy face, possibly crying* I really love our arctic cat a lot *insert heart eyes* (I feel like a #typicalwhitegirl by putting all these "emojis" hahah) but we haven't had it for a week or so because SOMEONE had to go all wild and pop the tire on it. (-_-)<--- iron man really doesn't approve.

   so I'm gonna go now and clean more and get ready for our adventure. *insert happy face*

     thanks for reading againnnnn

------ ryannnn

PS I really need to figure out like one actual ending thing huh?

PPS OR PSS <---who knows which one it actually is?

PPSS I just found out you CAN actually enter emojis! 

PPPSSS I love yall