Well hey. it's 1:16 AM on Saturday June 21, 2014. and of course I can't sleep. guess why? Because I am depressed/bipolar/stupid/ignorant and the list goes on and on. But I guess I'll dive into it now.
my friends are my life, okay? without them I'm just nothing. an empty void of space. A waste of space. and that, my fellow wattpadders, is how I'm feeling as of right now.
The other day, I lost a best friend. She was more than a best friend though. She was the girl I loved. why? for a stupid, stupid reason. of course. can you guess why? of course another girl.
The same girl that I have loved for 2 years now. That every time I try to be with her, she goes away and has some other reason not to be with me. of course.
so why do I hurt myself all the time? I guess I crave the pain.
then my other best friend is moving. I really don't have much to say except that he's moving and I'll miss him a lot.
And there's the situation with this girl. I guess I'm finally done but of course it hurts.
so ill just go now.
1:33 AM Saturday, June 21, 2014.
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Non-FictionMy Life, as told by me. Starting with my past, I'll go on to tell a tale of my life. Also, there will be a few (more like a lot of) rants and raves, complaints, and basically anything and everything I feel! :)
