Cat - 4 days later-
I was in some what of a foul mood right now and I really had no clue how to get out of it, not even my kids could help I just wanted to be left alone for the rest of the night, between the shit August said and everything else that's going on I'm just kind of over everything, I couldn't even be happy right now and I know that could possibly affect my baby majorly but I really can't help it at all.
"Cat, you need to get out of the house sweet heart" my mom said coming into the room.
"Get out and go where ma, I'm pregnant there's nothing I could possibly do besides work and I'm off for the week" I said without looking over at her.
"Get up take the kids to the park or something, I will not allow you to sit here and mope around" she said sternly.
"Mama I really don't wanna go outside today why can't I just stay in bed?" I said rolling onto my side.
"Cassandra get your ass out this bed go take a shower and get dressed your going out today whether you like it or not" she said snatching the covers off of me, I flipped over and looked at her crazy, but then remembered how she used to get when I was younger and rolled out of the bed dragging myself to the bathroom.
When I got back out to my surprise August was sitting on the bed tapping away on his phone, I rolled my eyes cause my mother thought she was slick, I went to the closet and grabbed a pair of gray leggings and a hi- low spaghetti strap shirt and put on some white ankle socks and let my hair down brushing it out and rubbing some clear lip gloss on my lips.
"You ready?" I looked at him through the mirror with my brows raised.
"Ready to go where? I never agreed to go anywhere with you, why you even here?" I asked confused.
"I needed to talk to you it's important"
I rolled my eyes and grabbed a random pair of white sneakers and my phone then got my keys and wallet.
"Let's go, but I'm driving my own car" I said pulling open the bedroom door.
He followed me out as I kissed the kids goodbye and got in my car to follow him wherever he wanted to go and talk, I really didn't understand what there was to talk about I honestly had nothing left in me to talk about I said my piece and as far as I was concerned so did he but nothing could ever be put to rest properly when everyone around you was basically trying to force things to work, I just don't feel like going through this, I messed up and I get that but I couldn't change what happened and if he wanted to leave because of my mistake then I was going to let him. August knows I don't do begging and pleading to keep anyone in my life no matter how much I love you, if you wanna leave then you can gladly walk out of my life just make sure you don't come back.
He pulled up to the pier and parked getting out so I parked the car beside his and he came over and opened my door grabbing my hand as I got out.
"Thanks" I said slowly pulling my hand from his.
"C'mon" he said walking off.
"What are we doing out here?" I asked after I sat at a table across from him.
"We need to sit and talk where no one can bother us and where the kids aren't in the next room" he said taking off his sunglasses, I instantly noticed the bags under his eyes and nodded slightly.
"Look, I know I was wrong and I don't blame you for wanting leave I really don't but just promise me we won't become those parents I don't want the kids to go through thinking the reason their parents split was because of them" I said leaning back in the chair I was sitting in.
