Firelight Entertainment || LFY Finale

his tears✨

The ride was silent.

Para akong binuhusan ng 3 baldeng malamig na tubig.

"Are you still thinking about it?" tanong ni Tita Luhan habang nagdadrive kaya tumango ako "M-My mind went blank." sagot ko dito

flashback

"Tita why are we here? Are you sick? Dapat si Hunnie nalang pinasama mo kung may sakit ka." takang sabi ko dito ng ipark niya ang sasakyan niya sa underground parking ng isang sikat na ospital dito Seoul.

"I'm not sick. No one is sick." Tita Luhan said, with his firm tone.

"If no one is sick, then why are we here?" I ask him then he threw me a worried look before saying "We will ask a ob-gynecologist to check up on you."

say what?!?!

"Why tita? Are you pregnant again?" natatawang tanong ko dito but her expression says the opposite kaya tumahimik nalang ako.

We stop upon a white door with a sign hang on it. Dr. Vhergin Phakeu. Weird name.

Tita Luhan open the door and we were greeted by not-so-slim female doctor that was straight as hell and flat as the wall but her butt shouts attention. Why am I even checking her out? Pfft.

"Mrs. Oh! Good to see you again." Dr. Phakeu hugged tita at bumeso pa. Ngumiti naman si Tita at may ibinulong sa doctor. Tumango si Dr. Phakeu at ngumiti.

"I understand. Come hijo, this way. Han, tara." she motion us to follow her. Kaya kahit nagtataka ay sumunod ako. She made me lay down on a bed with a small monitor on the side. Agad akong napatingin kay tita and said "I am not pregnant tita." but he shook his head

"Mas maganda na ang nakakasigurado, Jesper." he smiled, a sad one.p that made me frown. Dr. Phakeu sat on a stool, raised my shirt and grab some lube-like thing at ipinahid ito sa may puson ko. I keep frowning since it sent a cooling sensation on my skin. Kinuha niya yung parang scanner na ginagamit sa grocery at idiniin ito sa puson ko.

Left and right.

Down and Up.

In a very slow manner. Medyo masakit pero tiniis ko, madiin kaya. Ikaw dito. Tara.

She then stop on the lower part as she clicked something on the remote thing and said that made me shock.

"Congratulations Mr. Park, you're 3 weeks pregnant."

My mind shut down as the word 'pregnant' echoes in my mind.

"I-Impossible. L-Lalaki ako." I said and glance at tita Luhan who shook her head "Lalaki din ako Jesper, pero may anak ako, Dalawa pa."

end of flashback

I laugh bitterly as the weird things that I was encountering floods my mind. The cravings, throwing up each morning, sensitivity, mood swings, lahat pala yun, sintomas ng isang buntis.

I raised my head as I wipe the tears flow down through my cheeks. Paano na si Appa Yeol?

I was dumbfounded as the car drives on a familiar street.

"T-Tita, don't tell me-"

"Yes. We are meeting your father. Right now."

-*

I am damn nervous as my feet touches the familiar grounds. Halos hindi ako makagalaw sa pwesto ko nang lumanding ang paningin ko sa isang taong nakatayo malapit sa malaking mahogany double door.

Tito Sehun at Tito Kai

"G-Good M-Morning, T-Tito Kai and T-Tito Sehun." bati ko sa kanila. My body was shivering as I bow my head down. Nakarinig ako ng buntong hininga and flinch upon Tito Kai's touch. I raise my head to see a smiling Tito Kai at kagaya ni Tita Luhan ay nakangiti ito ng malungkot habang si Tito Sehun, hindi mo mababasa ang expression niya.

I heave a sigh as we step inside, my knees were trembling and my teeth were clashing. Halos himatayin ako sa kaba ng dumating na kami si garden. Gusto kong magback-out na gusto kong umiyak.

On the steel chair, there sat my adoptive father, facing his back to us. Bagsak ang mga balikat at napapalibutan ng isang malungkot na aura. Tito Jongin went to the table and help Tita Kyungsoo who was arranging the table wares. Appa then sat up straight and probably fix his tie. I never felt this kind of nervousness, not until this day.

Tita Luhan guide me up as we took a step para makalapit kay Appa. I saw how Tita Kyungsoo's eyes landed on me, it shouts anger, dissapointment and sadness. Halos bumagsak ako sa kinatatayuan ko ng tumayo si appa at humarap sa akin. His eyes were just plain black orbs, wala na ang kinang nito.

I was surprise to see appa, kneeling down in front of me as he broke down into tears. He was broken and it's because of us.