Firelight Entertainment || LFY Finale

Heartbreaking Solution✨

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Jesper Point of View

"Anong ginawa ko para mangyari sa akin 'to?" father sob, as he held my hand still kneeling on the ground "B-Baek, ito na ba ang parusa ko?" he laugh bitterly as he keep on crying. He was calling on to our adoptive mother.

I cannot help myself but to tear up as appa's painful expression turn into a sad one. Naririnig ko din ang hikbi ni Tita Luhan at Tita Kyungsoo. Ganito ba talaga kabigat ang kasalanan namin at nagawa namin makasakit ng iba, to the point na, nasaktan na namin ang taong tumanggap ng buo sa amin ng walang pag-aalinlangan?

"B-Bakit puro pansamantala lang lahat ng kasiyahan ko? Baekhyun, b-bakit?" he cried out kaya tuluyan na ang kong naiyak. I kneeled in front of appa and hug him and all I know, we both cry our hearts out.

"A-Appa, w-we're sorry."

-*

I cannot manage to swallow such scrumptious meal in front of me kahit sinabi pa ni appa na kumain ako ng mabuti. Guilt still lingering inside of me.

"Jesper, don't you like the food?" tanong ni Appa as he place down his knife and fork. I smiled a little as I bit my lower lip.

"Tell appa, magpapaluto ako ng bago." he said in a very caring tone. How can he manage to keep this caring side of his kung niloko na siyang mga inampon niya. We don't deserve him.

"I don't like garlic and potatoes." I said, pointing out on my plate. Appa then smiled as he caress my hair.

"Kyung, kindly please." he called out on tita Kyungsoo. He then nodded and ask the maids to took out my plate and serve a new one, without garlic and potatoes of course. It was a grilled cheese steak with a sweet sauce that I forgot what they called it. Matik na nakakapaglaway ang pagkain sa harap ko.

As we were done with the main dish, the maids serve our desserts and katulad kanina, Tita Kyungsoo stood up to serve mine. My eyes widen as I drool over the dessert. It was a Kiwi milkshake with whip cream topped with strawberry chunks and honey at Strawberry ice cream bingsu. Ibang-iba sa dessert nila na cheesecake *_____*

We start to dig in pero hindi ko mapigilan na samain ng tingin yung dessert ni appa. Cheesecake kasi huhuhu kahit ba napaka-sarap nitong akin, mas masarap kung matitikman ko itong cheesecake ni appa. I then heared a chuckle from appa as he took some of the cheesecake at itinapat sa bibig ko, my eyes immediately glitter at hindi na nagpatumpik tumpik pa at sinunggaban iyon.

heaven parin talaga maglihi.

-*

It was 3 in the afternoon, almost near teatime. Nakaugalian na ni appa na magteatime when it's exactly four. Heto kami ni appa, naglilibot-libot dito sa garden. His hands holding mine and I can't help but to feel safety in appa's touch.

"Appa, we're sorry. In behalf of Jackson." I said, breaking the silence. Narinig ko nanaman ang pagbuntong hininga ni appa kaya hinarap niya ako at ngumiti. It was a sincere one pero may bahid parin ng lungkot.

"Ano pa ba magagawa ko? Andyan na yan." sabi niya kaya napayuko ako. nahihiya ako dahil sa ginawa namin "It doesn't matter to me anymore, I cannot be a hindrance to your happiness dahil hindi mo naman talaga ako ang ama mo, ang ama niyo ni Jackson but as an elder who will guide the both of you until my last breath, tatanungin kita Jesper, ano ang plano mo ngayon?" tanong ni appa kaya napabuntong hininga ako.

"For now, wala pa. Wala pa akong idea." sagot ko "But appa, you don't know how happy we are ng ampunin niyo kami ni Jackson dahil hindi kayo nagkulang sa amin. But here we are, committed a sin na ikasasama ng loob mo and we are sorry for that. You never become a hindrance to us dahil sobra-sobra pa nga ang ibinigay niyo sa amin."  dagdag ko that made him smile "Appa, nung nalaman mo kanina, bakit hindi ka nagalit? Most of the adoptive parents will be furious and attack us. Worse, they'll hate us." tanong ko dito at hinawakan ako sa balikat

"Baekhyun wouldn't like that idea. *chuckles* Besides, alam kong ito din ang gusto ni Baek na gawin ko. Forgive you both to your sins and still to be here for the both of you, to support you and my grandchild." hindi ko mapigilan maluha everytime na makikita ko si appa na nakangiti kapag nababanggit niya ang pangalan ng adoptive mother namin.

"You do love him so much, don't you, appa?" I ask him and he nodded "More than everyone knows. Unfortunately, I didn't came on time. I was too late." He smiled sadly as he looked up into a smile. I was about to ask appa what happen when someone called us from afar.

"Chanyeol! Jesper! It's teatime, Kyungsoo made some treats." It was tito Jongin, Appa nodded and we both head back to the stone garden kung saan kami magtetea. We settle down on our seats as tita Kyungsoo serve us his famous soufflés and tarts together with a earl grey tea na paborito ni appa. As he take his seat down, tito Jongin said his thanks as he peck a kiss on tita's forehead. Landed jusko. Yadong alert na ito.

"Tigilan mo muna ako sa kalandian mo Jongin. Anyways, what's your plan, Jesper? Are you planning to stay in the group or you'll be in hiatus for a year?" tita Kyungsoo ask straight to the point kaya natahimik ako. Everyone's eyes landed on me as they wait for my response.

"W-Will my pregnancy affect the group if I choose to stay?" I nervously ask that made Tita Kyungsoo roll his eyes kaya sinaway siya ni appa "Sinusungitan mo nanaman itong anak ko Kyung. Bakit, naka-three points nanaman ba si Jongin?" natatawang tanong ni appa kaya sinamaan siya ng tingin ni Tita

"Ako tigilan mo Park Chanyeol. 42 na ako at 41 na si Jongin kaya tama na ang tatlong pasakit sa buhay." tita groaned, massaging his temples kaya natawa kami pero agad niyang binalik sa akin ang attention niya "Of course it will Jesper. Malaki ang magiging epekto nito sa grupo, specially to Jackson. Lalo na kapag malaman niya ngayon na buntis ka, he might not participate to any scheds para lang maalagaan ka. Besides malalaman at malalaman ng lahat yan, and probably, it will be the Cosmic Knight's downfall." he said kaya napa-isip ako.

Tita Kyung was right. If I stay, it will the group's downfall.

"Titas, titos, appa, Is there a place where I can stay until I gave birth? Away from the people who can recognize me easily?"

I'm surely, Jackson will understand. He will and he is obligated to.