You don't die at once when someone summons you to die.You ponder over your flaws. You decipher the happenings that caused all the mess. You contemplate your own mistakes. But when they are enough to send you for the hanging-pit, you don't step-back.
You don't ask to unleash you for the sins you weren't even blamed for.
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I was splayed over my bed wrapped in many layers of a White duvet, looking figuratively close to a Kimbap . The same Kimbap my mother would made me for my lunch, when I was in school. Those days were far gone, as well as my mother. With the memory of Kimbap , I realized that I needed her .
A son needed his mother because he was upset with himself. He was tangled in a chaos, which was swallowing his peace out of him.
The moment I kissed Hyeri , I was happier than ever . No, It was ecstasy. Extreme euphoria was dripping in our surroundings.
As if—
Min-ah was never there.And right there, I was questioning myself that why even Min-ah was there.
Though I knew the answer.
3 years back
The girl I saw through my camera's lens that morning, was no one but my own classmate. Hell yeah, I was on the cloud nine. It's because she was going to be in my sight for almost all the time.
No hard work, no finding-ventures.I would wait for her near the department so I could see as soon as she arrives. I would see her off and greet her every time she would leave after classes. But those greetings were as silent as my morning hellos were. She was friends of my friends but we haven't much talked ever. Just those formal studio discussions, and nothing.
I couldn't even laze around because I haven't decided anything.
I didn't know why I wanted her in my surroundings. I didn't know why I wanted her to be the first person of my every morning. I didn't know why her smile looked so vibrant like all the daisies and chrysanthemums are blooming to their fullest.
She was calm like the sea and turbulent like the winds. She was like some wind chime or a dream catcher. Or may be like the bell that rings in an old church. She had the magic in her soul and I was totally charmed by her spells.
I didn't know why but it was her, all I wanted.
Bit by bit, by every passing moment, I never realized that I was falling for her . Until the day came that caused ripples in my steadily flowing fantasies.
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I had made some friends because of Jin Hyung as they were his friends too. Namjoon and Hoseok . Both of them were my classmates and with some consistent hangouts, we began to form a bond. Both of them were opposite to each other and totally opposite to myself too but you know, this is how friendships form.
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